Now that I have watched both Supernatural and Heroes season finales, here's my thoughts. I'm not going to put in spoilers quoting since I think most of my friends reading this blog either watched the shows already, or they don't care being spoilt. Or they don't know what the hell I'm talking about.

Anyway, if I really do spoilt you, I apologize here first.

SUPERNATURAL: It's a two-parts finale, but I'm just going to talk about the last episode. The same goes for Heroes's three-parts finale. o.O First part ended with Sam dying in Dean's arms, so second part of course started with an emotional bang. I have no doubt that Sam will be alive anyway--if he really stay dead, Eric Kripke (the creator) can close shop liaoz. So Sam is going to revive back to life one way or another, which kinda spoilt the fun for me--the same way why the scaring me part isn't as high as the ones in the movies because I bloody well know they are going to make it in the end! Ah well.

Anyway, before I change my subject again I'm in so ♥ Dean more here. I'm gonna love how torment Dean is over Sam's death and how self-sacrificing Dean is willing to do for his family, especially Sammy. *flails many ♥ ♥ ♥* That whole angst scenes I kept thinking 'OMG, Dean is going dark! He's going dark!!', along with 'OMG, I'm gonna catch a flight to LA and jump on Jensen Ackles!!!' But in end, Dean is just lost.

Aaaaaand, no thanks to Ayu, who was SO kind to call me immediately from USA live boardcast, I sorta knew how Sam was going to be revived back to life. I tried not to think too much about what Ayu told me, but watching the recaps, it just clicked in my head and I just freaking knew it. Yeah, Ayu, thanks for spoiling me all the way from USA, you're such a helpful friend.

*sulks*

Bobby this character is really amazing. I can't help but to like him more and more every time I see him. He's more like a 2nd father to the boys and he obvious cares a hell lot about them. I really almost cried watching the exchange when Bobby demanded to know what the hell Dean had done and the consequences of the deal (because Bobby was there when Sam died). Oh, Dean~ Oh, Bobby~ I really like you, and Jim Beaver did a great job portraying this character.

That 100-miles Devil's Trap just blew my mind off. It's so awesome!! Something this big, it just feels so apocalyptic and I'm not seeing this coming at all. The 100-miles Devil's Trap, made by Samuel Colt, was keeping a Demon Gate in and out of the demons' reaches. Just so cool. *awed*

When the yellow-eyed demon is taunting Dean, it's interesting to know that whether Dean had really brought back the old Sam, or a different Sam, coz the demon's right, the deal is just too good to be true. And the audience did witness how cold Sammy was when he shot Jake multiple times to death. OOOOoooh, evil!Sam.

Yay!! Sammy rushing to save Dean when he saw Dean in danger!! Brotherly love!!!! ♥

Brotherly love -> input -> Me -> output -> YAOI!!!!

And Sammy's expression when he knew of the deal and that Dean has only one year before he goes to hell. *heartbreaking* Sammy's confession to Dean: there's nothing he wouldn't do to save Dean too!! OH!!! How can the boys spun so much love that I can die from it!!!!! *faints*

And and and Dean's grinning expression when he said "We've got work to do." *Squeeeeeeeee*

Of course, the ending was pretty satisfying. It answered most of the answers that have been bugging me throughout the whole season 1 and 2, but at the same it also leaves a few unanswered questions. No doubt serving as a plot for season 3, but at those questions aren't so nerves-wrecking anymore. Like, how does Mary Winchester knew about the demon before she died? Why are there other generations of special kids like Sam when the demon only needed one? How are they going to fight this coming war? Who are their next big bad boss now that that yellow-eyed demon is killed? How is Sam going to save Dean from going to hell? Is Sam going to go dark after all? WHAT the heck is Dean's amulet signified (been want to know since season 1 and I thought they would answer this in season 2)?

All in all, I think SPN finale started with a bang and ended with just satisfying. 9/10!

*cries* Still got 4 more months to see season 3. *going into SPN withdrawal*

HEROES: When I first started watching Heroes, I was completely fascinated by how interconnected all the characters are and how their lives are intertwined. Mostly I like to see how big this is, we get to see people with special abilities from Japan, England and India, basically around the world and not just centered in one country as most writers do. But slowly, through the mid-season, things get a little boring. I think the whole novelty has worn off and it even feels a bit dragging. It adds more puzzling questions instead of answered them; irks me.

Three-parts finale; the first and second part are all about how the characters gathering together at New York with their own agendas. So it's a bit boring as part of the three-parts finale, especially the first part. Second part at least I got to see present-Hiro meeting the future-Hiro and all the other future-heroes in a future when they failed to stop the world from exploding.

Anyway, the last episode is definitely more exciting. All the dodging from Sylar and not getting killed by him, and the suspension of whether this or that character is going to get killed by Sylar because you have seen the future and you hope it's not coming true. And characters finally meeting the other characters and one by one all of them just gathered, they just helped each other in order to stop the world from exploding.

Anyway, a hurray for Linderman finally dead. But man, it's really kinda gross seeing how the dude's brain got dug out (not by Sylar, but by DL). Eww. He may be a kind grandfather looking man and his healing power is really awesome, but the man seems to just lost his way between saving the world and saving the 'world'. And I think so is the first generation of those special abilities people. That would explain why those first generations/parents knew so much and is bascially plotting plots within plots around our characters.

At least Niki is back controlling her body from Jessica, coz' Jessica is a scary bitch who will do anything. You go girl! Oh yeah, and punch the hell out of that shapeshifter chick.

Ohhh... Mohinder and Molly (cute kid who can track those special people by thinking of them) meeting DL, Niki and Micah and escaped together. *squee* Micah's power totally cool man, especially if you live in an electronics world, he bascially can screwed the world's economy upside down.

Oh, Claire is starting to get into my nerves lately. She is so goddamn uprightness that she's a bit neurotic about it. Granted that she came in the nick of time, but man, people are trying to save her and she keeps trying to get herself killed (by Sylar anyway, since she practically so indestructible).

At least Hiro managed to stop Sylar from killing Ando, because that happened in the sucky future. And Hiro! I like you even more now!! You really kick asses when you control your powers like that. Hiro is totally my favourite character! And Hiro's father is awesome too, doesn't seems he is so misguided as Linderman.

Ohhhh!!! THE faceoff between Peter and Sylar! The moment we have been waiting for. Of course, it was at this moment, my mother chasing me out for dinner. Is the universe going against me or what?! Man, it's so hard to tackle down Sylar down loh, the man has so many abilites that it took nearly half of the main characters to bring him down. Go watch the episode if you wanna know how the fight went.

But, they have it here too. Brotherly love hug!!! *squee* Just before Peter is about to get shoot down (because he had Claire promised him that if he ever exploded and destroyed the city, he wants her to kill him), Nathan flew from the sky and stopped Claire! Big brother! I thought you are really that heartless! I wonder what will happened to Nathan since he's the one who flew Peter up in the sky and exploded.... is he dead?!

But but but what really makes this finale more exciting than Supernatural is Sylar somehow managed to get away (to the sewers) and there's even a cockroach on that manhole to tell us Sylar is like a cockroach. *facepalm* And Hiro, once again ended up in deep shit again. This time, his power brings him back to Kyoto, 400 years ago. But at least, he's meeting that Kensei. :D The way the finale ended almost have me forgive the boring moments the season had. So, 9/10 too!!

Okay... I know I'm long-winded.... Sorry guys! Please dun kill me for not warning you before ranting out so much. And sorry again if my thought on the shows doesn't even make sense for those who have watched them; my mind tends to go a bit scramble and chaotic.

In any way whatsoever, while I'm dealing with my SPN withdrawl, I was looking at these SPN episodes stills, goddamn beautiful stills of Jensen and Jared. *faints* And I managed to get some inspirations before my brain goes mash. Now I'm entertaining the idea of my next layout for my blog. Working on it.... XD

MOOD: Crazy

*SQUEEEEEE*

SUPERNATURAL had been renewed!!! We're going to have a third season after all!!! More Jensen and Jared!!!

What I'm talking here probably won't make ANY sense to anyone except those who are living in USA or are as SPN-obsessed as me. Apparently, despite the tough and crashing timeslot against Grey's Anatomy and CSI (aka The Crash of the Titans) which resulted in this kinda average ratings this season, the CW executives must be quite pleased with the show holding on by itself that they had given the same timeslot again for the 3rd season. Not exactly so excited to see SPN going up against 2 mega shows again, but pairing up with Smallville is the best arrangement out of the other shows in The CW network. And I kinda used to SPN on Thursdays (Fridays for me).

And..... today is SPN season finale!!!!! Nooooooooooooo!!!!! How am I going to survive after today?! HOW?!!!

*Going into withdrawal soon*

By the way, while I was watching American Idol - The Result Show, I've heard this absolutely awesome song. "Makes Me Wonder" by Maroon 5. Now I just can't stop myself from listening to the song endlessly.

May 16, 2007 (23:07)
Back From The Dead!
MOOD: Restless

Yay! My blog is finally back on live! And this time, it is so much easier uploading to the new server! This is the first time I'm using FTP to upload my stuffs and how can I ever missed out such a thing until now! To think all the studies in poly and should be IT savvy than an average Joe. Shame on me!

Anyway, if anyone of you are interested in creating a new website or is looking for a new web host, you can visit here. She has a hosting plan that is free of charge. You only have to live with "wishix" in your address but "wishix" is a cool name! So, no biggies worries. But if you do get sick of the name, she also offering free domain name registration and the cheapest rates monthly I've ever seen. So, go check it out!! I'm 90% sure Wish will not bite you 1. :D

Today, while I'm dragging my lazy ass out of the bed (after being disturbed by 2 phone calls from the agency when I've only slept at 9AM because SPN have messed up my biological clock) and habituation took myself to the PC, I received a bad news from one of my friends. I'm not talking what had happened, a respect for her privacy and her grief, I hope she will get better soon and that she still has her friends who care and think about her even she is always so busy with everything among us. *Sobs*

Then, when my father returned back from his appoinment, a bunch of GST Offset Package mails cheered me up a little. I got $200! :D

Responding to Wish's enquiry: Well, *puppyface* I'm still jobless. Out of 6 interviews and dozen of phone interviews, only 2 responsed. I rejected one because I don't like the job scope and the other has to wait for another 2 weeks. *Puppyface x2*

So, in order to cheer myself up again, I've decided to flail my latest Daily Jensen Ackles Squee to you guys. This is taken from the Asylum Convention in UK, held just last weekend and hence, my further "unhealthy and complusive preoccupation" with SPN is off the charts again. Apologize first for the massive images overload.

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And then, I decided to flail some love for Jared Padalecki Squee too.

photo taken from:

Lastly, my favourite before I die.

*spazzes loudly and dies*

May 02, 2007 (11:54)
Life is...
MOOD: Melancholy

Life is really tough. I'm so depressed.

April 30, 2007 (03:11)
Interviews
MOOD: Lethargic

NOTICE TO THOSE WHO STILL CAN ACCESS MY BLOG: For some reasons my web host is having issue compiling my blog page (the rest is working fine) and it isn't the first time I have problems with atspace.com. So when Wish asked me whether I'm interested in using her subdomain, I expressed my interest without hesitation. Once she moves to her new web server, I will be moving mine too. For now, bear with this crappy web host.

Anyway, web issues aside, last week has been a crazy experience for me. After days of sending resumes and disappointing phone calls, I almost lost hope when at last I got a phone from Accenture for an interview at MediaCorp! The word "MediaCorp" dazzled me for awhile until I realised the bloody distance I have to travel. Long distance is not an issue for me, but the fact I have to take both MRT AND bus really, really turn me off.

Anyway, on Tue, my sister was really good enough to accompany me (for moral support) to MediaCorp. The location is really a weird place for a media and entertainment industry to be at, it's bascially situated in the middle of the private estate. As expected, the interview was quite formal, but thank god, it lasted for 20 mins. I'm glad my first interview in a long time is quick, or else I think I would freak out again before I even stepped into the building. Considering my last freak out episode, I did pretty well for the interview. :D

Unfortunately I did not see any familiar actors or actresses. Yeah, I know S'pore stars are nowhere as great as Hollywood stars (coughJensencough) but still they are public figures and the fangirl in me get very excited easily. I'm a ditzy girl~

And then, freaking thing happened. Another company, NCS, called me. 0.0 That company I sent my resume 2 weeks ago loh, I thought they had dumped my resume into the trash because the person who phone-interviewed me sounded very disappointed at my responses. Still kinda pissed me off every time I thought of the conversation. Imagine my surprise when Hua told me NCS called me (she was holding my hp for me, as well as to pass her time while waiting for me). Anyway, I called back, it was another person on the other end, and they scheduled me an interview on Friday. Cool.

Then while we were on our way home, another company, Convertium, called. By then, I was feeling a little hype from the relief and the left over adrenaline rush from the interview that I think I threw all cautions into the wind. I don't really care if Convertium disappointed at my voice or whatever, so I talked frankly. But the lady was very friendly and fun to talk to, I was opening up to her and I found myself liking the company. Considering I'm quite a withdrawn person, she's really good. Somehow she's impressed by my frankness and "confidence" (remember I threw all my cautions away?) and she scheduled an appointment on Thursday (but later that evening I emailed back to them to reschedule to Friday instead).

Guess that day was my lucky day. One successful interview and two interviews scheduled. Awesome.

Are you guys still with me? Coz' that is only the first part.

On Fri, I have a mini freak out. I couldn't sleep. Too much things going on in my mind. Anyway, I figured the stress from the coming interviews will keep me awake for the rest of the day, so I don't have much to worry about. If the companies are not impressed with my eye-bags, there's still administrative jobs and McDonald's.

Once again, Hua accompanied me. First we went to NCS. It was an big company and I like their environment culture. Everyone was wearing casually, which was a very good thing for me, if I intended to work there. I felt like I'm back to NYP. Anyway, I got interviewed by two persons, who were really fun to talk with. I wasn't so nervous by their presences and interview questions when the whole thing was half way through, but I was definitely nervous when they wanted me to do a Java test. Shit, I haven't touch Java since my first year man! But I think I still got through and at least I did my best liaoz. I think I got 50% of them correct.

Next stop, Convertium. I'm getting nervous again when the lady (the same on the phone) told me there will be another 3 more persons interviewing me. First they had me do some HTML and PHP test, which was piece of cake. No joke. Then they wanted me to go through my portfolio and I think I'm talking crap by then. I think I've impressed them enough, but they still want me to do another animated banner for them, not sure it's a good sign or not. Anyway, the whole thing ended after an hour and they want me to hand the banner by coming Mon.

Poor Hua. She waited for me for an hour without a seat and all the weird starings from the bypassers. Hua, I promise I will treat you with all the delicious food! *Whispers* She's easily satisfied by food 1.

Once again, I got that little hype again that I shopped around the area (it's Chinatown afterall!) and bought a bag and 4 eggs tarts and 4 chicken pies (for our parents). During which, the fourth company called me and schdeuled me another interview on the coming Mon (which is today). Why is it companies always called me on the day I have my interviews?

Man, I'm stopping job-huntings for now. It's getting a little overwhelming for me. Need a breather. Anyway, my previous company's boss told me if I still haven't gotten a job, he has a position open for me in July. He asked me via the MSN on Sat because he's looking for people to cover the night shift. :D

Wow, if you guys are still with me, you are amazing. I'm sorry if I bored you with my long entry, because of my stupid web host, I haven't update for almost a month. So, alot of craps to tell.

April 24, 2007 (00:06)
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MOOD: Dirty

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April 03, 2007 (04:24)
Super Proteins
MOOD: Nauseated

While me and my sis were having our dinner, we saw this news. Didn't manage to catch where the news originated from, but it's completely gross!!

There is this hair product, the ingredients are actually using COW'S SEMEN to maintain hair!!!

Gross!!! Gross!!! Gross!!! Gross!!! Gross!!! Gross!!!

The news was still saying the cow's semen is completely odorless. UGH!! We even watched the hairdresser applied all over this woman's hair and still let the hair streamed for some time before washing.

THAT IS SO SICK!!!

They might very well use human's rich "proteins" to maintain the hair!! It's more easy to obtain than cows', right?!! RIGHT?!!!

*Completely freaked out*

March 31, 2007 (18:33)
Movie Reviews
MOOD: Contemplative

Okay, this is what I thought about the movies I have been watching. Recently there's a lot of dance-type movies: "Take The Lead", "Step Up" and "Stomp The Yard." There might be more, but I've only watched these three.

Take The Lead: Based on a true story, a private dancing teacher decided to relief a detention class after he saw a delinquent student damaged a car. (Actually I don't know where and how he got such insane idea but anyway I like his very gentleman accent. Don't see them a lot in the twenty-first century.) So, he taught them dancing and that they shouldn't give up whatever life hits shit. Mostly he taught them that he might be a highly educated and well-mannered person, he truly believed that everyone and anyone deserved a second chance.

I think he found something in those delinquent kids than the rich kids at his private school. Maybe he just loves the challanges. There's romance in the movie, but it wasn't as much as teacher-inspiring-student. But the dance moves totally blew me off.

Stomp The Yard: Very heavy on Hip-Hop type. A brother who got his little brother killed in a gang fight because of his selfishness, decided to study college for his dead brother. There, he met this girl who already got a boyfriend called asshole and she kinda inspired him to do something better or meaningful. Of course no matter where he goes, his past will followed. The movie also showed how the guy begins to think as a team player instead of individual and becomes less selfish.

I'm very surprised by how raw and animalistic the dance moves are. It was very expressive. I also love the way they hollered "Bitches!" to the other team. LOL However, what is sad about the show is their story plot. It's so typical. Boy with a dark past meets high-class girl but girl already have a high-class asshole boyfriend. When things got really better, asshole ex-boyfriend decided to bite back by digging his criminal records but love and friendship prevailed. And happy ending.

Step Up: I finally watched this movie after hearing so much from Ayu who also heard from her friend that this movie is better than "Stomp The Yard". "Step Up" is about a delinquent (notice the trend?) guy and his friends broke into a School of Arts and vandalized their arts props, but he was the only one who got caught (he who nobly let his friends escaped) and punished with 200 hours of community service to the school. There, he met this girl (surprise surprise) who was practicing ballet? modern dance? was looking for a partner to practice with, but none of the guys were capable of catching her. So, the delinquent offered.

Yeah, I agreed this movie plot is alot better than "Stomp The Yard" and it doesn't feel very cliche even with same old 'boy meet girl' and blah blah blah. It wasn't as dark as "Stomp The Yard" and the music rocks. Buyt I was disappointed with the final showtime, their dance moves weren't as impressive I hoped. I did not go 'WOW!' with this movie compare with the first two movies.

So, personally, if you ask me which three movies I would choose to re-watch, I would choose "Take The Lead". I'd recommend "Take The Lead" and "Step Up" if you are looking nice storylines and plots. But if you decided to go for the dance moves, "Take The Lead" and "Stomp The Yard" (if you like hip-hop) are better.

At the same time, I also watched the Japanese "Helen The Baby Fox" and Korean "The Host". "Helen The Baby Fox" is completely adorable and heart-warming. Made me and my sis weeped like a big baby. *Hugs the baby fox* It is also based on a true story, which makes it even more sad and touching. *Sniffs*

"The Host". While I was about to make my rental payment, I already have a suspicious that this movie is going to sucks. And I was right. The beginning scene where the monster appeared was really good. But after that, it just went downhill. I'm so disappointed. Really make me acknowledge that korean movies cannot make it. Watch their dramas, but not their movies.

P/S: The same day I was watching "Stomp The Yard" with Jennifer and Ayu, I also bought Ayumi Hamasaki Best 2 - White. All I want to say is, after watching her 2006-2007 Countdown Concert, I would do anything to watch her concert!!!! Damnit, Singapore. Aren't you one of the richest countries in South-East Asia?! Why Taiwan and Hong Kong are able to afford while we can't?! *Whines and bitches and rages and then flips a table the 2nd time*

March 27, 2007 (20:46)
The Sins Inside
MOOD: Exanimate

I really like the current mood theme. Before that, I had a very serious moment in choosing this Supernatural - Animated OR Dark Angel - Alec theme. *Solemn face* Very difficult decision. In the end, I just love to see them moving. The latter theme is not animated at all. Though some of the moods are not quite accurate with their descriptions, but what the hell, I get to see the cute boys anyway.

The actor who played Dark Angel's Alec is Jensen Ackles. Lalalaa~

Anyway, this week I started sending out resumes. Not much really, 'cause I'm still sulking over entering work force again. However few I had sent (at that moment, I've only sent out to 2 companies), one company did reply.

And I spent the rest of the day freaking out. Completely freaked out. I tried to stay calm and prepare myself for the interview, and I really did my homework for my interview. I have never been so hard working in this kind of preparation, not even in my poly, not even the interview that gotten me my first job.

Instead it was making my nerves worse. The more I'm prepared and studying about the company, the more I'm freaking seriously out. I nearly lost my sleep over it. I had to cancel the interview last minute. Yeah, I ran away with my tail between my legs.

Tried to convince myself that I don't really want to join that company, because I am looking for a bigger company. And then I tried to convince told Wish that I don't want to waste their time when at last I'll still reject them. She instant-killed me by replying: "haiyo. go gain interview experience also good mah."

Yeah, I am THAT pathetic.

And then, early on my father pointed out to me a newspaper article which is about education choices between the local Universities. My parents have been hinting me to get a degree since I graduated. I thought they had given up the thought of me getting a degree when I started working, but obviously no. Hell, I don't know. I never thought I would reconsider about this whole further studies again.

Should I take up a degree? :(

Maybe I'm just being dramatic, but someonepleasekillme!

But at least there's one thing I have decided, that is if the next company I'll be working is comfortable, I make sure I will stay there as long as I can. 'Cause I just hate all the hassle of hunting and interviews, especially interviews.

March 11, 2007 (00:29)
Story for the Month
[ MOOD | Busy ]

I realise I tend to write ALOT ALOT of stuff whenever I update my blog. Everytime it would take me about 2 hours? 3 hours? To complete one entry? I will recounting all the happenings occurred in between the current entry and the previous entry, and of course, the longer the time spanned in between, the more crap I write. And then along the way, I would often or not get distracted by fanfics and other stuffs. Like, right now? I'm multi-tasking reading a fanfic, researching Witch-related materials, update my blog, finding new fanlistings to join (Alec/X5-494 ♥) and listening to my music (which kinda already imbedded so deeply in my mind that its effortless).

Last Saturday, 3rd Mar, we went to Lilaciel's house for a overnight stay and had our own SGBB-Coalition streamboat. Man, the food was totally worth scalding my tongue (my tongue stings for the next two days) and I hope I will have another streamboat again (the sooner the better). :D Sigh~ How I wish Singapore have a winter season. It will be totally awesome to have a hot streamy streamboat in the middle of the cold season. ♥ ♥

Anyway, after that, we spent the rest of the time playing mahjong and I finally read the praised "Skip Beat". Wish've been talking about this manga for some time, hell, she even created flash animations about the characters.

Well....... the manga isn't as great as I think. *Dodges Wish's rotten apple* Sure the manga is hilarious, but it would only be served on a bored day. The actions have been greatly exaggerated and too dramatic for my liking. *Dodges another rotten fruit* Mostly the main female character is too much of a Mary Sue. Jeez, the term "Mary Sue" is not even supposed to be used on an original character, but Kyouko Mogami DEFINITELY have the characteristics of an Mary Sue. Sorry Wish, the manga is not for me, however, as you know (coz' I've spoken to you in the MSN), my sister took a huge liking for it.

Yesterday, SGBB-Coalition met out again. The guys wanted to go to the IT Fair, but in the end, me and Hua decided to meet them half-way for dinner instead. I can't thinkg of any electronics applicances to buy. We sort of figured this dinner would be like a mini farewell dinner for Huahua coz' the next day she'll be going to Macau and Hong Kong (for 6 days only). So yeah. Well. Anyway, after we had our curry, we decided to stay in the restaurant and played Uno cards. We were having alot of fun, until, Lilaciel got too excited and decided to spray her mouthful of her drink (Milk shake? Chocolate? Latte??) all over me and Hua, especially me, because I'm sitting directly in front of her. And Eva, who was sitting beside her, saved, was practically rolling on the floor laughing. That bastard, I had to flick 2? 3? used tissues (which me and Hua used to clean ourselves and the table) at him to stop him laughing like a crazed hyena. I swear our table is the loudest, like some drunken schoolgirls. I've already forgotten what was she trying to say before she showered us her love and milk. Hahaha!!

Hehehee, sorry Lilaciel. I've gotten recounted this embarassing moment of yours into my blog, and unfortunately we couldn't capture that moment to a video. LOL

Anyway, this morning my family and I saw Huahua off for her HK trip to the door (please, it's 6AM early in morning, no way I'm going to airport to see her off). The house is kinda subdued because Huahua can be very loud and annoying (well, she's the only memeber in my family got a motor-mouth, while the rest of us are just that quiet), and she can be such a baby about leaving.

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About TV Shows

I need to separate this because I can't find anywhere in the updates to fit my fangirl ramblings. It's kinda disappointing because I remembered the first time I watched Heroes, I squealed and jumped in my seat when the episode was over and I just can't get the next episode faster enough. Now, after 18 episodes, I'm like "meh." Don't know what's going on with me, but I feel like the show is slowly getting draggy. Don't get me wrong, the show is amazing with its cliffhangers and the whole more questions unanswered, but it gets too weary after 18 episodes of "questions answered but leaves more and more new questions." Especially there are so many main characters and each episode can only concentrate only a couple of them.

After 2 or 3 episodes of "meh", finally this week sparked some of my interests again. It leveled up from "meh" to "huuuuh." Figures the series would decide to go hiatus until April 23th after at last I went to "huuuuh." But really, April 23th?!! Isn't that frigging too long?! That is like almost 2 months!! So, I have a bit of a mini freak out drama and "what the hell??!!!" to "oh well." I told Hua that I will continue watching for the rest of the episodes of this season and see how it goes, but I have this big suspicious that the finale will be another MAJOR cliffhanger and I would either groan or pull my hair out.

It was getting nice again~ *Pouts* Spoilers: Especially it turned out that Nathan Petrelli is not as cunning and politician as we think he is (he's actually working with the FBI to help catch the infamous Linderman), and he finally met up with Niki/Jessica Sanders again. Way to go for Niki, steal control over her body from Jessica (that is 1 scary bitch) to warn Nathan that he have been discovered. :D And Nathan's mother actually is also not as clueless as we think too. Hell, I'm beginning to think is all the parents of the special characters either knows something or they are involved in the same organisation as the papa Mr. Bennet. As we know from the previous episode, Hiro Nakamura's father IS involved and also the one who handed the baby Claire to Mr. Bennet. Oh, there's a new shapeshifter bitch (really a bitch) from the organisation introduced. And Hiro, man, he finally gets that sword and whoa, Ando gets to experience the Time-Travel ability as he hitched along with Hiro. Hate to bish your favorite character, Ayu, but in this episode, Isaac Mendez is a wuss. And the fact he hates Peter Petrelli rattles my inner fangirl's wrath. ;) Oh no, Mohinder Suresh finally knows Sylar's true colors, he's in danger! (Hey, that scene, Mohinder pressed on the ceiling dripping blood is TOTALLY Supernatural's famous scene loh! Rip off!!!!) HELL no, Peter is even in greater danger!! That son of the bitch is cutting your head open and going to steal your abilities!!! Nooo!!! Please do something!!!!

Wow, that's alot of spoilers.

Aaaaand Supernatural is still my beloved No.1 show. But I really hate USA. What the hell with them with all the hiatus and breaks? The network have been showing repeats of the show for 3 weeks and finally the coming (15 Mar) and the next week (22 Mar) will be showing the new episode. Of course, after these 2 weeks, we will have another 2 weeks of repeats until April 12. =___=# Really, what the hell? I'm going stir-crazy here loh, heavily deprived and suffering from Supernatural withdrawals. *Climbing and clawing the walls*

So, I was reading this Supernatural forum, and they said "When and how did you become hooked on Supernatural?" Then I remember I was in Charmed fandom when I realised alot of fanfic authors there have alot of Supernatural fanfics storing in their arsenal and I was like, "What the hell is this Supernatural people yapping about?" So, one day I decided to venture into one of Supernatural fanfic...... and I never come out. Of course, until I get my hands on the DVDs, I'm hopelessly hooked. Heroes is more or less the same, but I didn't read their fanfics, coz' there's so little of them.

P/S: Huh. I spent 5 hours writing this entry.

February 24, 2007 (02:54)
Back From Malaysia~
[ MOOD | Thirsty ]

Not really, was actually back in Singapore last Wednesday afternoon. But was too lazy to update my blog. :P

I almost forgot that whenever I went back to Malaysia, I have to halt my diet schedule until I'm back at Singapore, because, man, these relatives of mine were so good at making us feeling right at home, I feel like I've been eating all day. Breakfast lah, lunch lah, tea time/snacks lah, dinner lah and supper lah. While I'm in S'pore, I only eat one meal per day loh! I think I've gained 2 or 3kg every time after a trip from Malaysia.

This year, our dad brought the new digital camera. So we have been trying to take alot, alot, alot of photos. In the end, I think we managed to take about 200 photos, because we wasted alot of our 1GB memory space on videoing. But anyway, Huahua posted up the photos online: http://sanguinarylilith.multiply.com Feel free to browse through my malaysia relatives.

Barely have the time to rest my body (because I'm busy relieving my internet-derived withdrawl, busy reading all the accumulated fanfics and downloading my badly missed Supernatural and Heroes~) when Ayu asked me out for KTV the next day. Feeling abit lazy because on Friday I already have an outing with the SGBB, who booked me since few weeks back. But Weijian, who is back from NS trip to Taiwan, is only available on Thursday. So I have no choice but to go loh. Fortunately the outing is on the evening, so I slept until 3PM then I woke up.

Then Friday with the SGBB guys, man, I had another filling dinner again. Stupid Huahua went and ordered a side-dish (which I feel the chiken nuggnets my parents cook are MUCH more nicer than the Spicy Kagage) bacause she's afraid the meal set might not be filling for her. Typical of Huahua to waste food. Always order more than she can handle. Good thing the dish is shared by me and IB. Then we also took alot of pictures with each other. Sigh, I should have bring my camera on Thursday outing too~

February 16, 2007 (05:37)
And so Doom Day begins...
[ MOOD | Restless ]

Yeah well, it's less than an hour before me and my family is off to Malacca, and I did not wake up this early so I can do a quick blog to whine about it.

I did not sleep at all!!!!!!!

Like very surprised? Not!!!

Really, what's the difference if I tried to catch some sleep today? I've been sleeping at unholy hours (like, 7AM in the morning) everyday. So.

Well, Huahua went to sleep at 3AM, catching like 3 hours of sleep?

*Ominous orchestral music* I'm THE creature of the Night!!!!!! *Lighting strikes*

So, my parents are awake now, and I'm eating my breakfast. Soon I'll be away from my Supernatural, fanfics, internet and my soon-to-order FF7: Limited Edition for almost a week. *Sniffs*

Can anyone supposedly be homesick when they are still at home?? I'm sure I'm feeling that way now. *Sniffs sniffs*

See you guys on 21 Feb, but I'm hoping to catch some cyber-cafe or Malaysia LAN to ease some of my internet-withdrawl syndrome.

February 14, 2007 (20:18)
Hmmmm....
[ MOOD | Thoughtful ]

Tsubasa - RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE is really really getting very dark. Looking back from the first volume, it has a similar feeling from Card Captor Sakura, now at volume 16, it's X/1999 all over again. Well... not exactly as violent as X/1999 (and X/1999 should be at least NC-16 for goodness sake), Tsubasa doesn't have these 'flesh-ripping apart' or 'intestines and organs flying' scenes yet, just blood and some... impaling.

Spoilers ahead. Highlight the text if you want to read.

Even the sweet princess is somewhat colder. I don't really like this version of her. Granted she was the one who stopped the original Syaoran from killing the clone Syaoran (and this clone is really creepy *squee* XD) and ended up causing the original serious injuries. I mean, come on, you can't expect the clone Syaoran to die just like that, the creators ain't going to make our lives that easy, but that girl has some serious guilty complex issues.

She is not speaking to the original Syaoran, which makes my fangirl's heart goes for him, but this is totally not Syaoran's fault. Rabid fangirl aside, poor original Syaoran had sufferred imprisonment all those years and is not his fault that the clone is unable to develop his own heart and 'replaced' the clone when the clone ran off by his own self (he was the original Syaoran to begin with, damnit!). And now this girl is trying to find ways to travel alone? To search for the clone Syaoran? To abandon the rest of her companions?

Please don't make me really hate her.

Sianz~ I'm going to Malaysia this Friday freaking morning. I'm not moaning the fact I have to wake up early... BUT my Supernatural!! *Cries* I'm going to miss this week episode!!! Noooooooooooooooo!!!! Worse, I'm going to bloody hell miss my internet and fanfictions!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!

*Doom's day continues till Feb 21*

Doom's day aside, here's a fangirl clip to you guys to enjoy~ Push my buttons, push it~ XD

February 08, 2007 (03:14)
America Ferrera
[ MOOD | Shocked ]

Some of you might know this new hit TV series, Ugly Betty. Now, I'm not saying I actually watch the show, despite all the praises and awards I heard about through the internet or the fact I'm getting a littttttttttttle obsessed with TV Series nowadays, but (and I'm getting to my point) all I want to say is...

THIS ACTRESS IS THE SAME AGE AS ME!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!

Sigh, this is what they always say in Chinese, 'Different people, different life.'

Of course, I don't really envy this actress's role....... >_> NOT at all.

On the other hand, this week's Heroes... man, really. That shocking revelation just before the episode ended... IS KILLING ME!!!! -___- Seriously, I would've never thought of it... omg.....

Supernatural.... Supernatural.... Supernatural.... still got 12 more hours before the torrent is out....

January 31, 2007 (23:20)
Ah, I can't take it anymore~
[ MOOD | Giggly ]

Ooooh, today I'm in a good mood, and I have no idea why~ It might be the fact I was reading this Supernatural forum in the early morning/very late night (3AM anyway) and the USA fans there are so passionate/uneasy about the show's sorta low viewers ratings that they actually allied with Veronica Mars and One Tree Hill's fans (both shows from the same stingy network) to boost up the ratings, and in turn, fans of Supernatural have to give those two shows a chance and help to boost their shows' ratings too. Man, I don't know, but it's like THE Alliance like that, and it amused me so goddamn much that I feel so giddy for no reasons~ ^0^ I WISH I could join them. Of course, whether this Alliance will be successful or not is yet to be seen.

Or, it might be the fact that I went back to NYP (2nd time) with Ayu for the cheap and good 'ol food we missed and managed to do some catching up with our former lecturer. Haha, Mr. Son had to pause and stared at us for a couple of seconds before he can process that we are not his hallucinations. We almost missed him on our way down because he's not at his own office.

Well, things never go boring with Mr. Son, he's so easy-going and funny. Though it is more informative for Ayu, coz' she asked about travelling to USA and Japan.

After that, Ayu was kind (and free) enough to accompany me to VideoEzy at Admiralty to return my DVDs. :D I rented 24, Roswell, One Tree Hill (guilty as charged) and Lady In The Water, while Ayu rented the Japanese movie Gigolo Wannabe.

And when I'm back home, I immediately turned on the DVD player and watched Rufang's The Devil Wears Prada. A decent nice and typical movie about struggling between working/fame and self-ethics. Then I popped on the Disney movie High School Musical. Gosh, Ayu is so right about this movie. It is SO cheesy and freaking fairy tale. I groaned and grimaced whenever they started singing. But at least the main male character is cute~ (Oh this reminds me, we also saw a rugged and cute guy at our NYP. XD Man, why didn't we have such good life when we were STILL studying?! Not fair! *Pouts*)

Annnnd I can't help but to fell like giggling every time I listen to Styx's Renegade.

January 17, 2007 (05:25)
Drinking Game
[ MOOD | Naughty ]

While I was chatting with Rufang, I came across this thread in the Supernatural Message Broads, "For anyone 21 years old and up". Link here.

The Unofficial Drinking Game of Supernatural How to play: It’s an easy game. All you need is a can (or glass) of your favorite beverage, an episode of Supernatural, and a TV. Just watch an episode, and when you see one of the following occurrences, drink that much of your beverage.

ONE DRINK: 1. Every time Dean or Sam says “Dude”. 2. If Dean or Sam’s cell phone rings. 3. If Dean or Sam are in a dark scary place and they get separated. 4. Whenever Dean or Sam get into a fight and manages to lose their gun. 5. Every time a flashlight that is so bright it must require a car battery is used in a totally dark room. 6. If Dean or Sam mentions that something could be supernatural and another character thinks they’re joking (or crazy). 7. If Sam or Dean just happen to know some obscure case reference or fact that is similar to the case that they are working on. 8. Every time Dean or Sam shows a fake ID. 9. Whenever a “Classic Rock” or “80’s Metal” song is played on the show. 10. Any time Dean is seen drinking alcohol. (3 drinks if it’s Sam!)

TWO DRINKS: 1. Whenever the “Demon” shows up or is referred too. 2. Whenever Sam is called “Sammy”. 3. Every time Dean or Sam mentions their father’s journal. 4. Every time Sam or Dean talk about their father. 5. If there is a reference made to a past movie (some examples would be; The Shining, Ghostbusters, Fletch, Star Wars…etc.) 6. Every time Dean says the word “bitch”. 7. Any time Sam or Dean calls Ellen or someone at the Roadhouse. 8. Anytime Ash (a.k.a. Dr. Badass) takes a swig of someone else’s drink. 9. Any time Sam is seen driving a car. (Double if he is alone!). 10. Any time Dean is seen ‘checking out’ a female. (Double if it’s Sam!)

THREE DRINKS: 1. Every time Dean picks the lock of the handcuffs he’s wearing. 2. Every time Dean is ‘run out of town’ by local law enforcement. 3. Every time a reference is made to porn. (Double, if they’re caught watching it!) 4. If Dean or Sam gets into a fight, loses gun, and wins fight without the other’s help. 5. If they ever drive a car other than “Baby” (a.k.a. Metallicar). 6. If Dean or Sam is seen wearing anything other than blue jeans. (Double if it’s underwear!) 7. Every time Sam has a vision. 8. Whenever Sam or Dean is seen doing research in a library. 9. Whenever Bobby shows up to help. (Double if it’s Missouri *crosses fingers*) 10. Whenever Dean or Sam cry.

WHOLE DRINK: 1. Any time an episode features a flashback of a ‘young’ Dean or Sam. 2. If Sam and Dean ever hug. 3. Any time Dean or Sam has a date. 4. If Sam or Dean ever spend the night (or day) somewhere other than a hotel.

This must be the most coolest list I've ever known. I am so going to try this out. *Looks around to drag down an unsuspecting friend as well* XD What a long list man, hahaha.

P.S: Ayumi Hamasaki is not coming to Singapore for her Asian Tour because there are no labels available able to afford her. WHY?!! *Whines and bitches and rages and then flips a table*

P.P.S: Downloads for Heroes and Supernatural are SOOOooooo slow!!! Ugh!!!

P.P.P.S: The new TV stand is finally here! I can resume playing Final Fantasy XII liaoz!! Woot!!!

January 10, 2007 (05:36)
Oh... My... God.....
[ MOOD | Impressed ]

It's 5AM in the morning. I have just finished watching the first episode of Heroes. And I just have to write it down now!

The show just blew me off!! Totally!!

I would go 'wow' and 'ooh' every 10 minutes as the show went. I was fidgeting on my seat and I think I screamed when the show ended.

*Cries* The download for the 2nd episode can't seems to go any faster! FASTER MAN!!

Annnnnnd I read on the internet that S'pore's Channel 5 will be broadcasting Heroes in this summer (exact date is still unannounced). BUT I JUST CAN'T WAIT. USA is like 11 episodes ahead now, NO WAY I am going to wait few more months and try catching the episodes weeks by weeks. Of course, once I catch up with the Americans (like Supernatural now), I still have to wait weeks by weeks.

*Stares at the Bittorrent, willing the speed to increase miraculously.*

Oh! The agony of waiting for next week. >_< That's why I hate obsessing into TV Series. Wait... isn't this the same with the anime or the scanslations?? 0.0

January 08, 2007 (21:38)
Spring Cleaning
[ MOOD | Indifferent ]

Man, these past few days I am most amused of my dearest mother. Chinese New Year is coming, right? Doesn't matter if it's like two months away from now, but we've gonna Spring Cleaning the entire house, right? So my weekends have been used for clearing my room and the study room. Man, the sheer amount of black dust collected at the pc cables and wires. *Sneezes* I swear the most dirtest application is the PC of the entire house.

So I cleaned without complaining. And then, there's my lovely mum. While me and dad were sweating and cleaning like maids, madam was lying at her bed, reading her chinese novels or napping. And when she was not lying on the bed, she would stand at the door and started bitching at us. That's very encouraging. She was like 'See so MANY dust? You ar, so lazy, everytime only at this point of year then clean' etc and etc. So I HAD to shoot back at her, 'That's WHY it's called Spring Cleaning.'

This irritating habit of hers, annoyed the most out of my sister. I was only kinda half pissed off, half amused. My sister loses her temper very easily. No doubts where she inherited that temper from. *Snorts dryly* And after that, my mum turned to me and dad. I was like 'Mum, where the hell did you get this habit from?!'

I didn't say she did not help to clean the house at all, but when she's not cleaning (resting or whatever), out of nowhere she just likes to stand just outside the room, at the damn door, and starting a chain of nagging that brings a whole new meaning of Nag. *Roll eyes*

And oh, another that keeps irtated me no ends. My parents just bought new furnitures: TV stand and a coffee table. The day before the coffee table came, we got a call from the furniture company that they are bringing in the stuffs in. And my lovely mother, again, said it's better to move the old TV stand out of the way for the new one. After much heaving and panting, the four of us finally got the old TV stand out of the living room.

That night I was so excited to see the new TV stand. Much of my disappointment, the very next day, (when I woke up at 2PM) I saw only the coffee table. My parents did not ask the deliveries properly what are they bringing in, and we then know the TV stand will come only at 16th Jan. =___= Then I realised I can't watch my DVDs, playing my PS2 games anymore. ONLY watching TV. =__________= But I managed to use the DVD player (placing it on the floor) and plugged to the TV again. At least I have DVDs to watch, if not PS2.

And now our house looks like a mess, worse than before we spring cleaned our house. The whole house looks like we are moving houses, especially the living room. Huahua is so pissed off that after all the cleaning and self-satisfaction she did to her room it got messed up and dusty again.

Another annoyed me is the re-painting of the house. Sometimes I don't understand my parents at all, especially my dad. He is willing to spend a few hundreds in an instant for the new furnitures, but he is so stringy with the paints. 1 bucket of paint, for the entire house. If not enough, add water to the paint. OMG, WHAT THE HELL? Fortunately my room is a much darker green than the rest of the house, so spared my room. Thank god. The computer room and my sister ain't that lucky. It irked me so goddamn much whenever I'm using the computer room that I can't help but to stare and frown at the different colors on the wall. Apparently, they just re-painted the very dirty parts of the wall.

Ugh. I can't stand my parents. This year I'm washing my hands off them. Next year I'm going to take charge and force them to re-paint the house properly, with proper amount of and correct paints and even get a consultant (my dad said if we can get a consultant free of charge if we are re-painting the entire house). If they complain about the money, I will pay for it just to shut their mouths. Jeez, paint with water?

January 04, 2007 (20:16)
Götheborg
[ MOOD | Lethargic ]

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December 31, 2006 (02:03)
Holy Shit!
[ MOOD | Excited ]

Dare I hope?

According to Wikipedia.Com, Ayumi Hamasaki is coming to Singapore for her Asian Tour. Will it be a concert? God I hope it is!

Okay, maybe I'm not having that FF7's 'Willing-To-Die-For' Obssesed level for Ayumi Hamasaki. I like her enough to start collecting her albums (only her albums, not her mini-albums, nor her already-lost-count singles, nor her concerts DVDs) now, starting from MY STORY album. Might one day collect her past albums... *Shrugs* But the point is, I won't mind spending my money to see her concert. Not at all.

So.... dare I really hope?

December 25, 2006 (22:57)
Merry X'mas!!
[ MOOD | Awake ]

This Christmas have been really full of activties, especially on the 23th Dec. I have been busy for Weiling's wedding preparations since Friday's night. AND I missed my fanfics very much! *Sobs terribly* In between I still managed to catch a bit of snippets here and there, but it was until now then I have the time to enjoy my fanfics fully.

The wedding itself was chaotic, but still everything went smoothly. It had been freakingly weird to witness the whole wedding ceremonies from the front seats, instead of the usual back seats experience. Suddenly it just hit me, really hit me, that I will be in the bride's position when my time comes. And I was like 'NO WAY!! I DON'T WANT!!!' The whole wedding really scares me shitless.

All the denials asides, that night was like the our poly class's porm night sia. All the girls finally got the chance to wear nice nice, put on makeup (by a beautician of course), and had the ability to pay them off man! If we really had our porm night right after our poly graduation, we will be broke to the depth and cries fathers and mothers for our pockets. Two guys had commented that I should put on the make up everyday, coz' I look really nice. XD Of course I'm happy to hear such compliments, but no thanks man, makeup and everything is too much work for a lazy person like me. Hohoo!

Ultimately Weiling was the star of that night. She looked really very different and beautiful.

At the wedding dinner, I have a small shock of my life. There was this guy from Weiling's Secondary School, hell I know him 1 loh. That guy and I were basically working under the same company 1 loh! For a several months already for that matter of fact! And I never knew he was actually Weiling's friend! Bloody hell, what a small world!! *Still in disbelief*

After the wedding's dinner, me and my sister took a nice and warm bath before collapsing to our beds immediately. And I slept until the next day 2PM, forcefully waken by my sister that it's time to meet Kristin for movies. So I have to drag my butt from my slice of heaven, got dressed and met Kristin at Sembawang MRT and headed to Causeway Point. We brought our tickets for 'A Night at the Museum', and since there was still some time before the show starts, we shopped around the mall for my poly's Xmas gift exchange. Kinda last minute. But whatever. Found a small english chess board candle holder, very nice, very Roman kind, exactly the budget for the exchange. Felt a bit of tinge of pity that the gift is not for myself. Hahaha.

After we watched our movie, which was really a damn nice comedy show, RECOMMENDED, then we had dinner at Ichiban Japanese Restaurant until 9.30PM. Then we bought another tickets for 'Eragon' and watched until around midnight. That movie was kinda disappointing from the book. Oh well.

The next day, which is today, I woke up early, surprisingly. After dally dilly until it's time to meet my poly friends, headed to City Hall. I got a Calvin Kevin perfume for my Xmas. XD Just yesterday I was complaining to Kristin that no one had ever given me perfume when she told me she had received like 3 bottles from her friends and she had no idea how to use them all up (she bought her own perfumes too). This outing was kinda short, slow and tiring. Everyone looked like the cast from Fatal Frame. I got to home at 6PM, read a couple chapters of my book, Eldest, then I gave myself some Zs. Woke up at 8PM by Hua's moanings, then we had our dinner while watching Kingdom of Heaven.

I heard from Jennnifer and Lilaciel that it was a damn nice movie. And man, I really have to agree with them. The beginning was kinda slow, but the movie processed smoothly and nicely, and by the end of it, it was all captivating, epic, climax and absolutely great. Love the soundtracks. Don't really appreciate the blood flying around and stuff though.

I will post the Wedding photos once Weiling and Jennifer send me.

One more thing, Ayumi Hamasaki's Startin' rocks!

December 20, 2006 (15:18)
Exorcizo te, in nomine Dei
[ MOOD | Freezing Cold ]

Man, December will always be the coldest and wettest month in Singapore. After raining the whole day (non-stop), this morning is surprisingly clear and refreshing. The air is still cold, chilling, but the air suddenly feels very clean. Suddenly it just feels good to be alive (despite I'm on my bloody way to work). And I can't taste enough of the air, even the sun feels good on my skin.

Of course, my newly bought dress might be partly the reason why I'm in a pleasant mood (still sleepy though) in the early morning. Yesterday evening, I needed a dress by this freakin' Friday, so I asked Kristin to accompany me to Bugis to shop for a dress for Weiling's wedding dinner. I wasn't really very hopeful at first, I had, like been to Orchard Rd., Causeway Point and Vivo City, (okay, maybe I'm not really trying my BEST to shop) and I was sooooooooooooooo picky about the dress. I told myself if Bugis doesn't give me what I want (I mean, after work, how much time do I have before the shops close?) I am going to attend her wedding dinner in jeans liaoz.

We had our dinner at MOS Burger first (and it's still raining) before we started on the shops. We also stopped by at some Watch shops to look at the Guess watches for Kristin's boyfriend. She was eyeing on this particular watch which cost freaking $262 loh. I had to admit the design is really nice, but man, two hundreds bucks for a tiny clock? Sheesh.

Of course, I'm not much of a watch person. I'm not even a punctual person at all. *Dodges rotten tomatos and eggs shamelessly*

Anyway, while Kristin had that watch in mind, I started trying on some dresses. Several failed attempts before I finally narrowed down to two black dresses. The 1st dress is all lacey and... quite translucent. 2nd dress is nice and comfortable, but for some reasons I just don't like it even when it looked nice on me. Which was the main reason why I kept bouncing back and fro between the dresses. I was about to give up for the day when Kristin suggested to take a quick look at the night garments, she told me it's another way to wear the 1st dress without revealing too much. Kinda turned off when I saw $39 on the first garment I randomly picked. Then I went and searched for the cheapest, $12. But I can't fit in. Then the assistant guntingly (o.O??) got another for me which fitted me just-oh-nicely, $19, slightly higher than I'm willing to pay. But in the end, decided to throw all cautions into the winds and took the night garment and the 1st dress and NETs them away.

Sorry to disappoint you Ayu, I'm another gal with black dress too. LOL We should do a Black Parade for our table man. :P

This is probably the expensive clothes I ever bought. Strangely I wasn't so upset about the price at all. Was upset the small 'dent' in my bank account balance instead. Kristin was chewing my head off loh, because after she bought that damn Guess watch, her bank account balance had depleted to a pathetic $6 inside and she still had to borrow $10 from me. I still feel a bit of a twitch of pain for my account balance. *Dodges rotten vegetables and apples skillfully from Wish and Kristin*

Oh, and OH! Square Enix is going to release a Limited Edition for FF7: Advent Children!!! Goddamnit. Like hell I am going to give this babe a miss like I did with the Jap Limited Edition. I swore to myself that I will get the normal version (which I have already), the USA Limited Edition Collector version and the Blu-Ray Complete version. *RAWR* This babe is releasing on 6th Feb 2007, with extra features might or might not be worth the price of US$49. But what the hell lah. I am that obsessed.

One more thing, Jensen Ackles looks so goddamnit cool when he is speaking in Latin. XD

December 17, 2006 (20:51)
I will backstab you
[ MOOD | Cold ]

December 10, 2006 (12:48)
Supernatural on Channel 5
[ MOOD | Exhausted ]

Finally me and my sis are back from the SAFRA Resort. Man, we both are so exhausted. I've only slept 6+ hours for the past 2 days because the first night it was Supernatural (my discs) marathon (which I have, like, watched for the third time) for one shot straight 15 hours. Man, I just can't explain how much I've missed watching Supernatural. Second night was quiet compared to the first night, but I still played some pokers and mahjong until 3AM, which I managed to catch some sleep then. And we still have to wake up at 8.30AM to check out.

On the second night ar, I saw the first Supernatural advertisment on Channel 5!! XD At first, I thought it's one of the SCV Cable channels. But no. It's finally here in Singapore!! Yay!!! Premieres on Friday night Dec 22, 10PM!!! *Pumps fist into the air* Alriiiight!! Funny thing is, my first reaction to the advertisment have been cursing it.

Not that I would watch it, but I love Supernatural and Supernatural deserves a place to show in Singapore. I have been slightly disgruntled that Mediacorp haven't started bringing in Supernetural until now.

Everyone!! MUST WATCH SUPERNATURAL!!! Die also must watch (unless you've watched already)!!!

December 07, 2006 (17:00)
Bugger
[ MOOD | Good ]

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Wow, this is so totally me. LOL XD

This afternoon I have the most amusing msn conversation ever. Kath and Xinyi are so helpful in giving me advices and the worse case scenarios about something-I-won't-mention-here, then for some reasons, we three start playing roles together. Kath is so into her character, but she kinda got away abit too. Some of her words are just so mushy. Haha. She did raise some very valid points. Xinyi ar, is also funny with her own weird character, which playing as God/Inner Angel, since it's a two main characters play. Me? It's a secret. Hahaha, sorry but I can't reveal too much of what's happening here. Those who know, know. :P

I also bought a CD from Xinyi's ebay too. Avril Lavigne – Let Go album. I'm surprise she has her own booth. I glad I found something interested me. I'm her first customer!! :D

Last weekend, I craved in and bought Mercedes Lackey's Dragon Joust series (3 out of 4 books are available now). Haven't start reading book 3 yet, I'm still struggling to finish off Christopher Paolini's Eragon, which left 2 more chapters. Been trying to get the book 2, Eldest. I think I'm slowly turning into a geek. Like, I currently have 5 books on want-to-read list. But mostly of them, they are yet to be released, or the authors are still writing, or the library haven't get them. There are a couple more books I have already completed reading, and god knows how many times I have searched the shelves for more books I've not yet discovered. Sembawang Library is steadily getting less interesting books for me to discover. On the other hand, Bishan's new library the books are so new and so many of them! Too bad I'm lazy to drop by Bishan to browse the library.

AND FINALLY Thursday is over!! I'm going to chalet tomorrow!! Yay!! *Roars* No more craps from my clients (for the moment)!! I'm damn hell on leave tomorrow and coming Monday.

This season I'll be spending alot again. :x

November 30, 2006 (21:13)
Escape Artist
[ MOOD | Sleepy ]

November 16, 2006 (12:09)
Thursday Blues?
[ MOOD | Lazy ]

Okay, it's been almost a month since I last updated, so I decided to update once in a while to show that I'm still alive at least. Working life is no life at all. It keeps sucking and sucking all your energy and everything. Don't even have the energy to rant about it in my blog. Feel like a living zombie.

Friggin' miserable, this month. Man, it's supposed to be MY month!

OK, I don't feel like blogging now. Updates then:

- Was supposed to leave the project at the end of November. They extended my sufferings to the end of December.

- Told my boss my last day is at the end of January 2007.

- The client company heard of this and might offers me to work with them and continue working on the same project again.

- High pay salary can be very tempting.

- Handover procedures and documentations sucks.

- Company of my clients are too uptight.

- Spent too much money already.

- Playing Final Fantasy XII, which the dungeons are freaking BIGGER than its predecessors that it makes me VERY sleepy by the time I stop playing.

- So started watching TV Series Numb3rs instead. Currently at the last episode now. Pissed off that my DVD player restricted me from selecting the option to watch with English subtitles.

- Want to get out of this country.

October 19, 2006 (11:26)
Tag Board Part 2
[ MOOD | Working ]

It's weird reading a fic about the real life, I mean, really real life. Talking about the lives of the actors or actresses, what they do, and the real world, but of course, the story itself is not real. Maybe inspired. Bits of facts and speechs from interviews and stuffs. But hey, that is already a strange equation, and I never really like reading a fic based on real life people (nevermind TV Series and dramas, it's just a matter of animated illusions and real people playing the roles from a story). Because they are real people! It's like reading a book about myself written by some strangers, which is freakingly weird out.

But what can I say, it's Jensen A. and Jared P., Dean and Sam Winchester. I happen to like to read this particular author's works. And I have nothing else better to do. So, I read my first real-life-people fanfic. It's still weird, but it's nice, humorous, witty, and cute. Nothing of the yaoi stuffs, perfectly normally straight, 'coz I can't stomach yaoi based on real people yet.

I might get the hang of reading such genre. That is, only if they are good quality works.

So I will get back to reading finish the fic and post up this entry with the new tag board. Been considering whether I should take Wish's or Ayu's tagboard, but in the end, I registered with Wish's Cbox, coz' I can customarized the color schema and I just like simple navigation.

October 17, 2006 (15:47)
Tag Board
[ MOOD | Working ]

What the hell? Either Tag-Board.com is going haywire or their website had just been hacked. Their website have been going out of service for quite some time already, that is, until today I'm finally convinced it's gone case.

Found another host. Will link up the new one as soon as possible.

Life? Still the same. Boring and crappy and sickening, and strangely fast. I suppose this month I have a lot of things to look forward to, like Supernatural Season 2 (practically following the series like the Americans every week), found several fanfics that updates once every 3-4 days, watching Initial D, and finally the long awaited public holidays. Oh, and Xenosaga III still waiting to be completed, and original Final Fantasy XII to be released.

October 01, 2006 (00:00)
The Act of Withdrawal
[ MOOD | High ]

Yes! After 2 years, finally a version 2 layout! XD All thanks to the new obsession, Supernatural, to give me such nice inspiration and motivation. God knows how many inspirations I have and yet no motivation.

The layout was actually done last week, but I think it would be cool to upload new version on a new month. So this entire week I've been touching up the layout here and there to my most satisfaction. The original idea was using back the black background (you know, the whole unconsciousness part of the personality), but the picture I've obtained... kinda make it hard to look nice on black background, so I thought 'what the hell' and decided to drive through with the white background. Looking at the final product, it's a far apart from the original idea I had in mind, but what can I say, creativity always changes. I just go along with the flow.

Hate to admit, but like Hua said, I seem to belong to the Light while she belongs to the Darkness. (Go see her blog layout and you get to see what I mean.) Duh, even her nickname is dark loh. Sanguinary Lilith, how goth can you get with that? And all her weird weird pictures?

But hey, at least the layout is not entirely heavenly. I've added two shots taken from the series that have significantly creeped me out of my skin. I even creeped myself while I was editing the images. *Shivers* Hua can't even stand to look at them. (In time, well, she will. Probably.)

Both Hua and I are still suffering heavily from The Supernatural Withdrawal Syndrome. We tried to get as much fics from that fandom as possible, we re-watched some of the episodes again and again (though the DVD is currently borrowed to Wish), we watched the first episode of the 2nd season which had finally shown on USA on Youtube because we just can't wait for the season 2 DVD to come out... which will be in a very long time, and I have done this layout to satisfy my addiction. Amazingly, both of us actually like the same character at the same time for the first time! I also think I'm starting to channelling Dean into me.

Okay, enough with the Supernatural talk. Last Thursday Angela introduced me this online game, Audition: Online Dancing Battle. It was actually quite fun. The graphics are nice too, of course not the FF kind of nice. And the music are just great. But all the controlling of the keyboards and hitting them in time... well, I'm still working on that. But I've a feeling this game will not fascinate me much long, this genre just not my cup of tea.

Meanwhile, I'll just keep having fun. Of course, in doing this and the Withdrawal, I have successfully neglected my Xenosaga III. :P Well, the game is going to be complete soon anyway.

Oh yeah, Wish: congrats on your resignation! Of course it's not exactly a good thing, but I can't help but to feel happy that one of us actually got out of this shit hole. God knows how many times we have bitched together about our work. Misery loves company. Here, I hope you will find a better job, a much better than your last job. :) Go gal!

Eventually I will be joining you soon.