Butterfly Effect: Hung Up
[ MOOD | Dorky 
]
I've no idea what I'll get myself into when I bought the Supernatural TV Series DVD. Sure, it is about 2 brothers solving supernatural stuffs all over the country, maybe pull a Buffy here and there, but hell, not The Ring in almost all the episodes!
It was like a mini horror movie packed in an hour show. Great.
But the fact it was a TV series, not a movie, held me to the ground. You'd know that the main characters, that 2 brothers, will be the last person to die, unless you want the series to end (and that is not going to happen any time soon. Season 2 is just starting in USA this coming Friday). Some scenes still creep the crap out of me, but it is bearable.
What makes it unbearable is Hua. ~_~ She jumps and screams as easily as it comes. I can barely even registered that the main characters's car was suddenly hit by a fast moving truck, but Hua was already there shieking and kicking the sofa and half covering her eyes. She was great at making the additional effects for the show, because I was scared by her instead of the show half of the time. Save me man.
After watching finish the series, now I feel like buying the original DVD. Perhaps I will sell away the pirated DVD when the original set is out..... God, I want to watch the next season..... >_<
Supernatural is really that nice! I'll give them A for the great effects, sounds and acting, especially for it is just only TV series.
September 24, 2006 (15:24)
Rakuen
[ MOOD | Thirsty 
]
Whoa, that was a busy weekend.
Saturday I went to Yishun, trying to get Xenosaga III. Wasted trip, the goods was delayed, and I have to wait until coming Tuesday (which is tml) to get it. Man, next time I'm calling the shop first before wasting my trip fare and energy. Then I had to stop by at Orchard to get a belated birthday present for my poly classmate, Jennifer. Ayu gave me the idea of a white bag for her, and I got to choose.
I don't know. I had a bit of a hard time finding a bag for her, because I don't like this season's bags and it had to be white (which is a color I seldom choose). But anyway, after some sms from Ayu and back, managed to grab one within our budget, paid and hurried to the next stop, City Hall, to pass a CD back an acquaintance. THEN I had to rush back (was late already) Clarke Quay for the farewell gathering organised for my poly classmate, Weijian, who will be going to Taiwan for NS Training for 6 months this Friday.
We were supposed to go Party World at 7PM, but in the end everyone was late and we ended up eating dinner somewhere, got lost between pubs and seafood restaurants and taxis and river, and then finally reached the Party World at 9PM. After singing, we headed to one of the nearby coffee shop to have a tasteless and expensive supper (well, I was watching them eating and complaining). It's probably around 2AM, and it was down to the 4 of us. The 3 of them, and a reluctant me, decided to go East Coast, and we gossiped all kinds of crap until morning. Damn, the morning at the breach is really damn freezing!
I think my battery finally ran out after eating McDonald's Big Breakfast, shared a cab with Ayu (oh, the joy of having someone you know lived so close to your house) and finally collapsed on the bed at 8AM to catch some rest for later outing with SGBB-Coalition.
In the end, both me and Hua were the last ones to arrive, and the guys had already started eating. What a bunch of assumptions loh, I thought my sis would at least have set the alarm clock, and she had thought I would have stay up. If it wasn't Lilaciel who smsed to ask where's the location..... =_=;;;
After Sakura Buffet, we watched Monster House. Well, the movie's kinda disappointing. It's quite short, and most of the scenes are quite un-original. I guess the movie is trying to create a horror-kind of effects in this 3D animation.... well, it almost worked. After the movie, Me and Hua decided to hang around with those 2 Justins to help them do some formal clothing shopping. I'd say it's a interesting and eye-refreshing activity. Heee.
And then at 8PM, we finally separated and decided to head home, but not stopping by at Bishan to grab a library book I've been waiting for, AND reached our comforty home at 9PM. Unfortunately, before I could relax completely, the rest of the night was ruined by my clients. I mean, can't they at least wait till next day before throwing life at me? Ughh!!!
September 05, 2006 (00:07)
Chris-Crossed
[ MOOD | Hungry 
]
Lately I've stumbled into Charmed fandom, or rather, fanfiction. Well, not exactly into it, but just Chris-related fics. For some reasons, I just found a certain attraction for the angish in this particular character.
O.o Weird huh. I don't even watched Charmed.
Damn it. I've to watch the secret ending in Dirge of Cerberus from Youtube because I've missed the optional quest that required to trigger the secret ending. ~_~ Oh well, I guess the secret ending wasn't that great (unless you're a huge fan of Gackt, and I'm not), except it shows some promising hopes to see there MIGHT going to be another FF7 Compilation title. XD High chances, I wager.
August 25, 2006 (14:31)
Regenesis Utopia
[ MOOD | Okay 
]
Alright, I've bought and played FF7: Dirge of Cerberus (probably 75% completed). They said the game have 12 chapters, and I'm already at chapter 9. Probably the fastest time record I ever played with a game for 2 days. Not that the game story was any short or what (okay, the story is really that short as compared to FFX-2) but I've also been rushing the game as fast as I can. I can barely play the game without losing some of my nerves.
Playing horror games is definitely not my choice of game to enjoy. I could barely even survive Devil May Cry first mission and that game is doomed to sit in my shelf and collect dust. C'mon, I can't even get myself to watch horror movies, much less to control my character, try to survive in a stranded and deserted area alone, with limited supply of ammos in an eerie and chilling environment and lastly with, gods save me, those fabulous sound effects. I think I'm gonna have nightmares.
Nearly had one when I watched Silent Hill.
The last horror movie I watched was just last Friday, An Amercian Hunting. Honestly I think the movie is a waste of my money, despite that I was still scared like hell in the cinema. There's a couple of factors: One, the plot was short by itself, by dragging the short plot to fully one and half hour (even an average movie length is 2 hours), they overdone themselves with sound effects and scenes that just bascially repeating. I got bored half way through the movie. Two, my friend Derrick had to just tell me, before the movie started, that during the seventh month feastival, the first two rows in every cinema will always be left empty for the 'brothers'. Three, the air con in that cinema is damn cold and chilling, which makes Derrick's words more.... chilling. Four, 2 insufferable bitches in the same rows as us were screaming shrilly at every moment they can get as if they were riding a roller coaster. Once or twice was alright, but even for scenes that are not so scary they still screamed anyway. It got so irritating that the whole cinema was so pissed off with them. What the fucking wrong with them? Five, I got freaked out by myself because when those two girl screamed (which was beside me), the sound actually came from the front row (which there was NO one at all). And once I thought I saw a man shadow moved on one of the walls. O.o Stupid Derrick, why must he reminded me of such stuffs anyway. Dunno am I imagining things or am I really seeing something. >__<
There are some horror movies I will never forget: Final Destination 1 and The Exorcism of Emily Rose. Final Destination made me paranoid for days. Emily Rose left me thinking for days. But Emily Rose really strike a cord in me, especially the fact that it's based on a true story, the movie had shaken some of my beliefs of Gods and Demons/Devils.
Okay, An American Hunting does give me something to think about it, but still, $9.50 for this movie is not really worth.
Once I'm finish with FF7:DC I will started on all the other games I've neglected. Now I realised some of my games are just bascially sitting around to collect dust (like Suikoden III & IV, Tales of Legendia & The Abyss, Wild Arm: Alter Code F, Magna Carta and etc.) because I've waited too long that I'm losing interest to play them. So I decided, whenever I bought a new game, I will immediately start playing the game, regardless I currently have incompleted games to be played or not.
These games should keep me occupy until the Smallville Season 5 is out in September, and Xenosaga 3 and Final Fantasy XII. XD I also can't wait for FF7: Crisis Core to be out! Yeah, Cloud Strife!!! *Squeals~* *Hearts hearts*
Counting the number of times re-watching FF7: Advent Children = 7
Oh yeah, lately I've also started watching Battlestar Galactica. My good 'ol dad bought the pirated series online, and since I have nothing better to do, I watched the first episode. What was supposedly an hour episode turned out to be a three-hour mini series. LOL Given that it's science-fiction genre, it's not a bad show (I don't really like sci-fic, all Star Trek, Star Wars or Stargate looks the same to me). The three-hour mini-series turned out so well, that it spun to 2 seasons. The grahpics are very good for a tv-series (or perhaps it's a mini-series?), and some bits of the plot reminds me of Xenosaga/Xenogears.
Bascially the story is about this advanced human race created machines that in end caused almost to their extinction. In an attempt to avoid total annihilation, the only surviving battleship was wormholed to a space where no one dare to enter (mostly because the space is unplotted). With limited supply of food, lost in space, and fleeing from the determined enemies, they went in search of the legendary 13th colony: Earth.
Gods, I sound so dramatic! LOL But that's the whole idea. I like that the machines/roborts referring themselves as 'Humanity's Children'.
August 21, 2006 (14:37)
Human, All Too Human
[ MOOD | Bored 
]
Ah well, it has indeed became a full-blown obsession, much to my embarressment. Have already bought Season 1 and 2 DVD sets, and in the middle of Season 2 Disc 5 before my sis kicked me out of the living room and claimed the TV for her own (for now).
Now I am waiting for my next pay, which is going to be this coming week, to buy the next two seasons. Suddenly having this obsession and buying two box sets at one shot has already bruised my personal monthly expenses limit and a dent in my bank account. *Dodges Wish's rotten egg* So, next pay! I just hope Season 5 will be out by the time I'm done with Season 3 and 4. XD
My dad was quite puzzled why I suddenly started watching and buying this series, after all the series are on TV, like a few years? Duh, it's now showing Season 5 loh. :P Can't expect to tell him I suddenly start obsessing because I find Brandon Routh very cute? And hence started all these facades with the TV series (different actors though)? Muahahahaaa!! But then, my dad was kinda funny, he asked me why I didn't try buying Region Code 1. I was like, Huh? Code 1 is so expensive~ And where would I find Code 1 for this series? I already have a bit of problem finding all the seasons for this series. He even suggested ordering from Amazon. Imagine my surprise.
Then again, my dad and I are quite alike. We both prefer quality over cost. My mother and sis just cannot understand why I would willing to spend more than just to rent. Code 1 quality is always better than Code 3. But because I don't think my obsession would go to that extend (unlike FF7:AC), as long as I have the series in DVD format, Code 3 can satisfy my obsession easily. Hmm... now my father is tempting me... but the bad idea is that I'll have to wait for the shipment from Amazon to arrive, when I can now go out and get one immediately. Hmmm...
....Gonna buy that movie when it's out on the market.... Yeah.
Last Wednesday, I watched Singapore Idol. Matilda rox!! Jonathan was also great too, but Paul was really disappointing that episode. But Matilda still blew my mind off between the rest of the idols.
Today was supposedly to go KTV with my polymates, but they last minute cancelled the outing. Not that I am really that disappointed, I don't really feel like going out. I feel like slacking at home and watching my TV series. I was half-entertaining between finding an excuse of not going and keeping my words with my friends (unlike some sister I've known who will undoubtly pull an 'aeroplane' last minute). So I was kinda relieved to see the outing was postponed to next week. LOL. :P Dun bite me, Ayu!
July 23, 2006 (19:01)
Seductive Darkness
[ MOOD | Groggy 
]
There is a certain temptation to everyone.
I always known it have been there all the time, but I don't know it had so much fun. Now I understand why some of my friends keep going back, despite the late nights and the expanses they will spend.
But it was really fun with all the dancing (but definitely not the smoking and sweaty rubbing of skin. Ugh), took your mind off and do all the things you won't dare to do in broad daylights. And of course, this other side of your friends you've never seen before. *Grins*
Then again, there's it's pros and cons. As much as I enjoyed nightclub, it's pretty late into dead night, it's costly, it's exhausting, and I needed a bath badly. Not an activity I'd engaged every week. I'm going to get second-hand lung cancer if I goes there every night. Not to mention, my parents have been nagging at me like I've turned into some ah-lians. I swear they watched too much of the TVs, they all think that such places are always printed in black. And of course, the only information they have about clubbing are from Crime-watch, newspapers, and evening news. =__=
My mother only shut up when she tried to reason me with Kristin (who she always thinks is a better model of a good daughter: good studies, mild-mannered, boyfriend and yada yada), but bad move for her, because Kristin engaged to such activities more earlier than me, been to clubs more times than me, knows more liquor names than I and Lilith put together. And heavens, she's younger than me loh!
Sorry Kristin if I've make you a less impression on my mother, but it was one way to make her to stop fussing over me. She was going to start on my poly friends how they are a bad influence to me. *Rolls eyes* Irks me to think how much my mother trust me with my choice of friends.
Ironically, my parents always wanted me to act like an adult, and yet now they think I'm too young to make my own decisions. Are all parents always that contradicting? Man, being adults are so troublesome.
My parents were one thing. Lilith was another. Well, of course she disapproved, but I think she kinda understand. She knows when I stubborn, I AM very stubborn. Says I have a rebellious steak hidden under that laid-back personality.
July 10, 2006 (01:30)
It's not easy to be me.
[ MOOD | Relax 
]
Well, exactly a month since I last wrote my blog. Finally get my lazy ass to write an entry after yaya abit to Wish about my 2 days off from work. LOL. Well, I'm sure she'll find some ways to get back to me.
Last Friday the two of us had an outing with Kristin, it's like the three of us really been a long since we did a bit sister bonding. After we finally decided (like we've been wandered around aimlessly) to dine at the Crystal Jade Restaurant. First time dining there, some dishes kinda expensive (expected anyway), but their noodles really lives up to their name. Not that I'd keep going back, but I'd like one day try their other noodles dishes. Lilith, on the other hand, thinks it's not worth it. Said any Chinese cuisines not worth a cent of hers. *Rolls eyes*
Anyway, after that, one our way to the MRT, we made a stop at the HMV. And wow, the moment we stepped in, there's this song playing caught me and Lilith's attention. Both of us immediately recognized Utada Hikaru, and I suddenly remember her latest album that I've been waiting for is here (until then, I had completely forgotten about it >_> Blame my job). I am so glad I've bought the CD, I absolutely love the songs, especially "This Is Love" and "Making Love". XD
But that same week on a Saturday, I went out with Wish for two movies in the row. The first movie we watched was Silent Hill... not exactly my top choice, but since I had this free ticket (thanks to Wish again), so, what the hell, watched lah. Die die loh.
One thing I learnt from experience from watching a horror movie in the cinema: Concentrate on other stuffs (like keep eating popcorns) when the scary parts come. If someone had come and forced me to really watch throughout the entire movie without averting my eyes away, I think I will literally wither at my seat when it's over. Really.
Well, that said, the movie was overall not bad. There are some scenes rather gruesome and some are just upset me. I'm a little sensitive when it comes to torturing. There was this part when the bad guys was grilling (burning) the little girl, this particular scene keeps staying in my mind, because I know at some point of man's history, such acts exist.
The second movie was kinda a balance to counter the horror movie, and what a balance it made! (Though I still had problem sleeping that night) That movie practically had me craze over a new obsession, and the main character is SOOOOOOOO cute! XD I am like trying to find 4 seasons of the TV series. I tried downloading, but even as I write, it's just 25% completed and the speed is like 2.4KB. =_= Oh, and I'm just downloading the first episode.
SLOW!!! Ugh.
I tried to find the series through Yahoo! Auctions, but no results. It's either all are AVI format, or they have individual episodes (which is not cheap). I tried Youtube, but... maybe an hour of the show is abit too much for them to upload? *pouts*
I wonder this sudden urge to watch will erupt to a full-blown obsession or not. Because I am not the person who watchs TV series (especially American ones), I am still deciding whether to submit to my impulse or not. And this Wish keeps tempting me to buy, because in her own words, "so hard to endure, the heart so pain".
Hmmm... I already dived myself to its fanfics and some of the soundtracks, what next?
July 07, 2006 (18:05)
Broken Wings
[ MOOD | Drunk 
]
Oh my gosh! I was drunk last night! o.O
Well, not really really drunk that kind lah. I'm actually still aware of my surroundings. That time, I knew I was getting dizzy already, so I stopped drinking. It was like 10 minutes later, I accompanied my friend to the toilet and while waiting for our turn, that's when the alcohol really started kicking in. I began to feel like puking, and was actually seeing stars. I thought I'm done for, that bloody person still inside the toilet shitting or what, and I still had 3 more person before me.
Funny, I still managed to resist the urge to puke. BUT, the stars kept increasing and blocking my vision. I knew I was slowly losing my awareness. I told my friend I feel like puking, but I don't think she actually knew it's serious. She told me I'm still looking okay. Hahaha. So I have a poker face that time. Cool. It was until the stars really getting abit too serious, I blackout. For a second or two only. Hahaha.
My knees failed me and I collapsed against my friend while I blackout. When my friend was holding me up, I was like 'Whoa~ I can't believe I actually blackout and fell! I am drunk! And there's really ALOT of stars blocking my vision!'. I can't even understand what crap my friend was talking about, but I managed to catch this: '--but you still look u-ay [sic] to me leh.' I think I actually read her mouth to recognize that 'u-ay' was actually 'okay'.
I know I frowned at her and asked: 'Are you saying I look okay to you?'
And she said: 'Yeah.'
I dunno what I replied to her, think I just nodded/shrugged and returned to staring at the wall in front of me with alot, alot of stars swimming before my eyes. Then it was finally my friend's turn, it took me a abit longer to register she was trying to tell me she'd go in first and she'll be out very fast.
I was like 'Huh? I am the one going to collapse soon, and you're going to leave me out here? Shouldn't I go in first? But I'm drunk here, and I don't feel like talking. So, you may ahead and hope for the best I won't do anything stupid or embarassing like fainting'
But surprisingly, the stars really did go away! By the time my friend was out, I was actually feeling quite fine! Wow! That was really fast! I stood in the middle of the toilet and wondering what am I going to do in here if I am already feeling fine. But whatever, I still splashed water at my face and did my business. Jeez, the toilet is REALLY gross. There's a used pad lying there on floor! Yuck!
Yeah, so the world is alright with me now. Though I'm still feeling quite giddy, hahahaa, but I had my self-awareness back. So, I'm pretty sure I'm alright now. My friends thought otherwise, and almost wanted me to take a cab home. Like hell. A cab from Raffles to Sembawang? I've no money ar! So I took a NR and my friends kept bugging me with their sms until I'm back home in one piece. Hahaa, it was still really kind of them. I hope I really didn't embarass myself that much. :P
My first experience of being drunk. Gonna treasure it. Man, the whole experience was really vague. Blurry, but really special. Luckily I didn't get a headache this morning. Hahahaa!!
But that's not the end, this morning I woke up with an annoying sms, from my paranoid boss. =_= Apparently the system is getting abit unstable and wants me head down to Bishan tomorrow and fix the problem. Really, by noon, it's working fine now. How am I going to fix such problem when it was their own machine or maybe their servers coughing out furballs? Well, whatever, I'll do my best to entertain him. Really, I am underpaid.
NO, that's not it. While my boss was bugging me, I found out there was a pretty little grey parrot at my balcony since this morning (I woke up at noon, the last one to know this)! Eating my father's plants! My whole family were quite amused with this sudden visitor, we tried to offer it a piece of papaya and water, but nooooo, it just kept chewing our new leaves. Hahahaa. All the hard work my father planted. Even now, it's still out there, resting on the pot. It actually staying here for the night! Cute!
I wanted to post the pictures I took with my handphone. But I don't have the cable to transfer to my PC. (I really need to buy the cable or bluetooth liaoz.)
It's been an interesting day.
June 03, 2006 (20:22)
But Life still goes on.
[ MOOD | Indescribable 
]
It's weird. Last week I was so stressed out with my job that on saturday I volunteered to help out at an elderly home near my area. My friend who brought me there had said it'd be better if I rest at home, seeing I'm so stressed out, but I told her the more I stressed out, the more I need to do something that is out of my routine. Or else, I'd brood at home all day and do no good to me. So I headed down with her at 1PM, entertained the old folks, and by 5PM, it was done. Rather short. But to tell the truth, I did enjoy the experience. It really lightened up my mood for some reasons.
It's not really my first time doing such stuffs, my secondary school (as the government wanted) required all of us to some volunteering and my class went to this old folks' home at I-have-already-forgotten-where. I don't really have a strong impression of that time, I went there, did what I can, and done. I guess at that age, I was still a bit more awkward and shy. *Grimaces* Working really makes your skin thicker... (of course, not THAT thick, or else I'll be auditing for the Singapore Idol already).
Speaking of Singapore Idol 2, I watched last night and there was this guy called Paul Twohill (mix-blood actually), I was nearly touched by his voice. I think, given time and practice, he could be easily one of the top best. He shown alot of good potential. Oh, I hope he would get voted in for the next round. And there was also this Jonathan Leong, well, his looks wasn't that great, but his voice was really that great. He had sang better than Paul Twohill last night. I REALLY hope those two can make it to the next round.
But I am surprised that Ayu supports Jonathan Leong. O.o
Alright! I am really in FF7:AC mode now. Last sunday, I've gotten myself the AC handphone strap, which was really difficult to get since they only sell in Japan only, but fortunately I have a friend who just came back from Japan (I also wanna go~) and asked him to buy that for me. XD At long last, I finally got my hands on that strap! Look!!
*Purrs* Not only this, at Kinokuniya Bookshop @ Takashimaya, I managed to grab the 2nd last copy of the AC Reunion Files~ At first I was quite reluctant to buy it, mostly it's the costly price, $60. Later I found out from my friends that the store were having 20% discount off on everything for two days only and THAT sunday was the last day the promotion! Hey, it's about $50! A reasonable price for that kind of book. Not only that, I also realised inside the book, there's a translation of english text, so I actually CAN understand what the book is talking about.
Holy shit, with those two offers, how can I not buy it?
It's bascially a book featuring interviews and comments from the voice actors to the main staffs, the profiles of each FF7 characters, detailing everything from the first day they started developing the movie until the day it went on sales in Japan and overseas, and finally the story digest of the movie.
Shit shit... I must... resist... urge to buy... FF7 doujinshi....
June 01, 2006 (12:17)
Life is such a Bitch.
[ MOOD | Crappy 
]
This is what happens once you started working, you get very familiar with this phase. See how I was so excitement (practicially doing my victory dance) when I finally got my FF7: AC dvd and watched the movie two weeks ago? Hell, I re-watched the heavenly-made movie like 6 times and even arranged my groupie to watch a movie session together. AND I still can't get enough of my beloved Cloud Strife. I am THAT crazy over FF7. I'm a just step away from becoming a FF7 otaku.
Now? My work definitely ruined my mood. Damn, it's a whole set of chain reaction of problems with my company, and it'd all sparked off with my senior. Bloody hell. Royal pain in the ass. I just had a talk with my boss this afternoon, and boy, I already foreseen myself flipping the Recurits section in the newspapers for another job. No, I'm still got my job, but it IS a time-bomb.
Maybe I should take this time to consider seriously whether I want to further my studies or not.
To really come down to it, I think it's really all about money. If I chose to live my life like a nun, I bet I won't be agonying and bitching everyone about my work now. I'd work just for my living expenses, live in an one-room flat, be a volunteer, and live just like that. But I want to go travel around the world. I want to buy my anime/manga stuffs and doujinshi.
It's all about the fucking money! Just screw you! My life, my pleasure, and my dreams, just go screw yourself!!!
*Breathe in and out*
Right, done my rantings. *Went and immensed myself with Cloud Strife unhappily.*
May 20, 2006 (17:43)
Cloud Strife!!
[ MOOD | Enraged 
]
*Takes a deep breath----*
I HAVE RECEIVED MY FF7: ADVENT CHILDREN DVD(Code 1)!!!! FINALLY!!! YEAH!!!!!!
THAT'S 8 BLOODY MONTHS WORTH(...or not) OF WAIT!!!!
Oh no, my hands are s-s-s-shaking w-w-with e-e-excitement!!
May 08, 2006 (00:00)
On a Night Like This...
[ MOOD | Calm 
]
Which FF Character Are You?
May 06, 2006 (17:02)
Feels sooooo fat...
[ MOOD | Groggy ]
Hmmm.... my body still feels abit sore from last monday's shopping (with my poly-mates), but it was fun! We guys finally gotta met up with Yelli, who is studying in Canada right now... no, not really, she's at Jakarta now. Hahaha, oh well. I don't really buy much that day, Orchard Rd shops are always selling stuffs that seem so expensive to me. I saw a pair of earrings at Far East that cost $38! The owner said they are hand-made, but really, I might as well go buy diamond earrings. *Sigh* But it is really very nice....
I noticed lately I like those lacy and european-style of fashion (which, they are a trend now). There were really a few clothes I saw I might actually go buy, there was one that really came THAT close, reasonable price too. But I can't try out that piece. I'm not confident enough that it'd sure look nice on me. Damn. Why can't they let me try out?! *Bash that shop owner* And then, after dinner at Plaza Singapura, saw a top and a skirt, but by then I'm already quite wiped out.
And I am still looking for my shoes!!! I guess I will be shopping again some time soon.
*Wonders when to go out with Kristin.*
May 03, 2006 (10:05)
It all began with birth by sleep.
[ MOOD | Sick 
]
Figures that I have to get sick just before I can enjoy my long weekends and my progress package. I've no idea what's wrong with me; all I know is my stomach keeps doing somersault and I feel like vomitting every now and then. This morning, on my way to work, I had to drop off at Somerset MRT so that I could sit down and calmed my stomach down. Either that, or squat down on the floor. I was so afraid my stomach would give way and all my breakfast out. Ugh.
Wonder is it the bread I ate yesterday...? Or the Po Pian my boss treated me?
Hopefully I can survive the rest of the day.... *Feels sick again*
April 28, 2006 (12:30)
Aozora no Shita de...
[ MOOD | Hyper 
]
Okay, I am not as hyper as I claim to be. It's almost lunch time (getting abit laggish here) and I'm working very hard at work... *Munching strawberry Pocky* But somehow since yesterday I just can't stop my face from grinning! XD
Me and my sister (or rather, it's my sis, I was just helping her with the minigames and other optional stuffs) finally... FINALLY completed Kingdom Hearts 2!! No, it's not just a completion, it's 100% completed and we have successfully unlocked the secret ending. YEAH!! What an awesome game!!! Nice graphics and great music too!!! Now... if only there isn't so much of mashing the buttons..... Oh well.
According to the game, we've played for 80+ hrs, not sure the exact numbers, but I was so excited that I have FINALLY beat the infamous, frustrating bloody marathon called the Hades Paradox Cup. Basically I JUST have to battle 50 rounds of boosted enemies and gather at least 15,000 pts to unlock the secret ending. God knows I was killed, like, 10 times or more? And evey time I died, I've already spent about an hour getting to the round I died? (Mostly round 47.) Ugh, the agony!! 80+ hrs. That've been 20 days. >__< Although I'm not the one to play the game (I helped only), I feel so accomplished! More so than Final Fantasy X-2, I was only able to get 99.8% completion. I feel that it's the first game that we have ever played so fully!
What can I say, we both are almost hardcore gamers. (I'm sure there are even more hardcore gamers than us out there. Talk about the insanity. ^^)
*Purrrrs* Sora and Riku... watching both of them interacts together seems so.... yaoi~ XD And Roxas, he was given so little scenes! Man, I wanted to see more of him~ Roxas, you are making more of these evil plot bunnies! They refuse to leave me alone--haunting me everywhere, everytime!!
Ooohhh!! I feel like writing something down... or, or doing something!! Shoo shoo, you bunnies go away. Quit bugging me!
Well if anyone (that is, if there's one....) here are interested, ya can click on the links, just for graphics' sake.
Kingdom Hearts II: INTRO Here
Kingdom Hearts II: ENDING Here
Kingdom Hearts II: Secret Ending Here
Oh hohohooo... this is really a good year for gamers... I really love ya, Square Enix!! Now I just can't wait for Advent Children, at least I have my KH2 to muse until the DVD arrives.
Ohh, alright alright! Stupid bunnies... here, take this!
And, evil plot bunnies, I will have you know that I might change the blog's layout! Version 2! So, watch out!!
April 21, 2006 (11:12)
With fears and lies melt away...
[ MOOD | Drained 
]
Ohhhh... my poor fingers and arms. T_T Shit, it's really been a long time since I've been this sore. All because I had carried 27 vols of manga the whole night around Orchard Rd. I've finally got them yesterday from the seller (I know I'm going to be one of her regular buyers, becoz' she has the ways to get the manga I wanted that are not easily available in local stores) after breaking my heart and paid $204 for it. Moreover, I probably deserve a smack on the head for staying up late (until 3+am) just to read those manga.
It's a wonder I'm still alive now at work.... Well, barely alive. I'm so wiped out.
This month, I'm going to spend my money again. *groans* My current samsung cellphone have been going haywire since last week, now the screen can't worked properly and some of the data are lost. Really, once it starts breaking down, it goes crushing all the way down at its best speed. =_= Looks like I can't wait for my progress package to pay for the new cellphone.
*Sigh* It's all about money. There's that Kingdom Hearts II game to buy, and from the way things go, I probably be buying THE ORIGINAL game. Wow, that's the first. Oh, there's also one Final Fantasy 7: Advent Children at the end of next month. Oh! So many things to buy, yet so little money.
I think I'm going to put up a list of things I want to do. Short-term goals, long-term goals....
Just waiting for my turn
Maybe there's a Devil (or something like it) inside
Maybe there's a Devil somewhere really deep inside me
Until they make it burn
This is how I burn
Devil ... inside of me
Jealous angel deep inside me
March 30, 2006 (13:34)
Bored + Bored = KH2 SPOILERS!! Noooo!!!
[ MOOD | Quixotic 
]
RELEASE DATES:
* Kingdom Hearts II: March 28, 2006
* FF7: Advent Children: April 25, 2006
I thought I'm able to control myself, like what I do to my FF7: Advent Children. I mean, I've waited for more than half a year, and the most Spoilers contaminated I've got is at most 20%. People would thought FF7 is not on top of all-time favorite list! *snorts* BUT!!! My Love for it prevails! I've not retorted to fansubs or the pirated DVDs all these time! *Growls*
Alas, WHY can't I do the same for Kingdom Hearts??? I've waited less than AC, and it's going to be out soon by end of this March, hopefully beginning of April I'd get my hands on the game itself. (Though I'm pondering whether to buy an original game or.......... shhhh.) It would be nice to own one original game.... Back to the topic, I'm not sure how much contaminated I am now.. but it has definitely more than AC. I've seen the first 6 hours of the game and seen snippets of screenshots of the ending here and there..... *sigh* I HOPE THE GAME ITSELF IS REALLY MORE THAN THAT!! *sobs*
I figured out it's probably part of my sister's doing. She was the one who played the first 6 hours of the Jap ver. KH2. She's the kind of person who does not care about spoilers, she welcomes them! Grrrr.... She's the impatient type, compared to me.
Wah! Thank God she isn't as obsessed in FF7:AC as she is with KH2, or else I might not be able to control my self and indulged in fansubs ages ago! Thank you for the small flavours! Well, from now on, I hope I can control myself (and my sister) better. Come on, it's only 2 weeks more! 2 weeks more... 14 days more... no, that applies only for America citizens... NOOO!!! It's so unfair!! Why do they have to time their time to slowly ship the games to here?!!! Can't they shipped them early and released on the same day?!!! Why must we, non-USA citizens, have to wait?!!!
Ugh, 2 weeks and 4 days more. Stupid.
Oh yeah, did I mention I like Roxas? I LIKE HIM!!!
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March 14, 2006 (23:28)
Depressed, angsty, distrusting.
[ MOOD | Depressed 
]
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Why am I not surprised.... well, consider the shit I have gone this 2 months, I'd be surprised if i were bouncing around. =_=
Well, I can say there's another reason for me to fall into this depression. I have finished watching Yu Yu Hakusho, and at last exhausted my source of energy. I feel so restless. I have no mood to read any fanfic except YYH ones. I feel so tired. I wish I could sleep the whole day, and forget all worries and troubles. I wish tomorrow would never come. Life goes on, and I wonder what my existence in this world means?
I'd better stop writing, I am getting more depressed, pessimistic, angsty and sad. (Though not enough to commit sucide)
December 30, 2005 (11:05)
Urameshi Yuusuke...
[ MOOD | Giddy 
]
December had me making my money spending away from like water. I think I have spent close to $500... that is by far the highest amount I've spend in my entire life. And the fact IT'S MY BLOODY EARNED money, it made me somehow feel damn proud (if heart-broken a little)!! Yeah!!
Well, since it's my money, I'd better be grateful and show my gratitude for people who cares for me, and I like. I hate not repaying people's kindness.
Yes, other than Christmas presents, I have spent some on myself. I finally gave in and bought Yu Yu Hakusho DVD Complete Box Set. And right now, I'm completely obsessed with the main character! XD Sure the anime is pretty old, and I admitted some part of the anime are.... abit too cliche that I'd wince for a while.... All it just took was an update from YYH fanfiction ("Mission X") sparked this entire renew obsession from Harry Potter. (But hey, I still reading HP fandom.)
Oh look, I even joined a Yuusuke fanlisting.... No, never ask me reasons why I like him that much, instead of the typical gentle yet ruthless, clever, and looks-to-die-for Kurama (not to mention his seiyuu is my all-time favorite.), I also don't know exactly why.
But I think it might not last long. Reasons? I've already dig out all the nice fanfics I could read off the FanFiction.Net, and Kingdom Hearts II (English) is going to be out.
I downloaded the game opening FMV, it was totally overwhelming. At least it would satisfy my patience for a while. At least I heard it's March that the English ver. is coming out.... unlike FF7: Advent Children. *Grumbles* And Sora is so cute! *Drools* The graphics not only improved, the game length is twice as long as the KH1. I can see the plot is going to be really deep and... gals-service. *Giggles*
I wanted to write more and drools more about my Yuusuke and Sora... but I guess I still have work tomorrow and it is really late now... *Sigh* Life is a bitch, so is working.
December 28, 2005 (01:20)
XENOSAGA II: Game Cleared
[ MOOD | Ecstatic 
]
It's a great game filled with lots of disappointments. X1, in many ways is definitely better than X2, on the other hand, it's sad that I can't even completed X1, but yet, completed X2.
Just completed the game under 30 hours, anyone can see it wasn't even worth to call the series Episode 2, it feels more like a side story of Jr. (Rubedo). It was a waste of resource when the story could develop further more. Shame on Namco and the new staffs. Why did they have to remove so many chapters from the first draft?! I wanna see Jr. growing up!! >_<
Someone told me I have a thing for angst characters with dark pasts. I was like so speechless and so true. When I was watching X1 cut scenes (yes, I've watched, not played), Jr. did not really catch my eyes, until I played X2. Man, the NEW director sure like to toture Jr., from the start to the end of the game. XD
But there's not only what I enjoyed about X2, their battle system is sooooooooo much easier to level up and easy to understand, no money or upgrading weapons to worry about, and being an impaitient person as I am, it was pretty smooth sailing.
BUT that's just it. I missed X1's battle system where characters show off their special techs attack, and the characters' design in X2 sucks, and the long, oh so long cut scenes. This is what make X2 so disappointing. Terribly disappointed by the new staffs of Monolith Soft.
Well, what's done is done. At least X3, which is coming out next year, seems to be better than X2. They changed their character designer, which turned out really GREAT, I love the new designs. They are also abanding the Zone battle systems in X2 and bringing back those powerful tech attacks from X1. Great news! Yuki Kajiura returns to compose X3's soundtracks. Double great news!! It's confirmed that X3 will be longer than X2, and every questions will be answered. Hmmm... I reserve my suspicious, but will it be longer than, or at least as long as X1? Will really EVERY questions answered? Since X3 is the concluded episode of the saga series, I hate to see the Final ending gone flushing down the drain.
After I watched the X3 trailer, I can't help it but to feel very excited about X3. After X2's disappointment, X3 seems to make up for all the bad points in X2. Those new staffs better do a good job, no, GREAT job for the final episode. It's a pity the new staffs done and destroy Xenosaga original plot in X2. Poor Tetsuya Takahashi, for having his dreams to destroy, not once but twice.
Oooh, I can't wait for Xenosaga III!!
October 07, 2005 (02:41)
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[ MOOD | Blah 
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September 09, 2005 (23:28)
THE Harry Potter Syndrome
[ MOOD | Distressed
]
Three years ago, I scoffed when I saw my best friend's "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" book. Three years later, I can barely stopped myself from jumping into the Popular Bookstore and grab all six books home.
Embarassingly to say so, I have finally caught THE Harry Potter Syndrome. Oh, the craze! I've just joined three fanlistings related to Harry Potter. Not to mention, the latest "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire" video game's cover features the main character, Harry Potter, and, oh my god, he's so cute!! That was the best official image he had ever taken! THE BEST!!!
Let's see, movie 1 was too ridiculously baby-cute that it doesn't appeal to me. Movie 2... he looked like he had dirt smeared on his face -what the hell?!- and that expression did not suit him AT ALL! Movie 3 was better than its predecessor -he's clean!- but he looked way too serious! The rest of the video games is history, the previous three's covers do not even have a human being in them! Well, duh!
Once I laid eyes on that image, I was, as huahua always said, electrified. I might as well put that picture on my desktop. *Squeals happily* Might show you what I mean~
I think, this is what started THE Harry Potter Syndrome. Well, of course there was the anticipation a few days before the release of book 6, and everyone in the fandom was so excited, with annoucements like "Forums disabled to prevent spoilers" and so on. I can't help it but to be influenced by their excitement. Now, four days after the release, I have to constantly search for HP fanfics, or re-read the ones I knew, or surf the net for HP-related news. Between my new part-time job and fanfics, I think I can survived until the price drops... hopefully. I can't help it but to moan in envy whenever I saw a passby carrying or reading the book 6, especially if the person carries the adult ver package.
At least, after my pay, I will be able to afford to buy the earlier books, despite the low pay... if I can survived long enough. I'm already having second thoughts about this job, and my feets aches like the bones itself are deforming or something like that. I am so sore and tired....
July 20, 2005 (01:34)
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[ MOOD | Curious
]
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July 1, 2005 (03:13)
Spontaneous productivity!
[ MOOD | Giggly
]
When I woke up (at noon), I told to myself, "I am gonna buy The Lion King".
I've no idea where THAT came from, though I've to admit that I've been longing for one since last year, along with some of the classic cartoons (Sleeping Beauty, Cinderalla, The Little Mermaid and etc). Probably got inspired by playing Kingdom Hearts. *grins*
And I've satisfied my some of cravings. Coincidentally, my parents were just discussing about going to our nearby shopping centre, so, encouraged by my cravings, I've decided to join them. Even though buying 3 classics aren't that much (Snow White, Beauty and the Beast, and THE LION KING) and that shop could only offer that much *huff*, I figured it's best not to burn so much of what remain from my previous salary. And I'm telling ya, IT'S REALLY NOT THAT MUCH. That job sucks big time.
The rest of the day have been somewhat meaningful. Uploading my gallery (and now it's just left the fanfic section! Hell Yeah!), watching Naruto ep 55, and most importantly, my Alter Quies. I thought I might do a bit of cleaning on Chapter 3, before continuing working on my Chapter 6. Well, done converting Chapter 3 text to html format. All that is left to do is uploading it along with Chapter 6.
Chapter 6 is still half way done, constantly revising the text over and over again. I'd say this chapter is one demanding bitch. First was the 2 years hellish writer's block like you've never seen before. Second, when the inspirations are finally coming back, the settings have been changing constantly, like 3 times already? Thirdly, it is currently spanning over 15 pages, and it's ONLY like 55% completed. Definitely larger than I've worked before.
June 15, 2005 (02:20)
Not surprisingly...
[ MOOD | Apathetic
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You scored as Ron Weasley. You often feel like second
best and as a result don't have an awful lot of self confidence, but a truer
more capable friend would be hard to find.
Ron Weasley |
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Remus Lupin |
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Ginny Weasley |
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55% |
Harry Potter |
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55% |
Severus Snape |
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Hermione Granger |
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45% |
Sirius Black |
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Draco Malfoy |
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Albus Dumbledore |
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Lord Voldemort |
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March 2, 2005 (20:54)
Out of Orbit + Fanfic = A Father's Sin
[ MOOD | Numb 
]
Strange title, isn't it? Well, let me explain: Right now, I am listening to T.M. Revolution's 'Out of Orbit' and been trying to read fanfictions (for some reasons, FF.Net is going haywired, AGAIN). The song keeps reminding me of a particular fanfic, 'A Father's Sin'. It's a nice story, and a cool song. I like them.
Not in a literally sense that I am numb. This is just the effect of after drinking the Sunsedyl F Syrup. *laughs* Oh, yes. I am just being a little bad by saying the drug's generic name instead of a common name. Go figure.
It's been a month since I updated anything here. My personal site came a temporary halt when I started working as a stall assistant at Bishan on 5 June, 2004. I gave the remaining time completely devoted to my fanfics whenever I'm back from work, even so, I didn't have enough time to enjoy reading properly. Despite the idle conditions, working still sucks. Lying to sincere customers set my heart heavy, and damn the conscious for adding to that burden. Damn twice to the man who hired me and scolded me 'useless' on my first day of work. DAMN thrice to Alvina Phua Si Ching for backstabbing me.
Not much have happened, but it's pretty a lot considered I'm a home person. Unbelievable, I must say. I actually have worked non-stopped for 25 days. Several times have I tried to give up and allow myself to rot with my computer, like my sister did for the last 6 months, but for some reasons, I stayed on. It's miserable counting the June days off while working, as if the hours have gone slow. Yet now, I'm back in school, thinking back seems surreal. At least I did work to get my earnings. $1000!!
I wonder when am I going to buy myself a PS2....
Year 3 - first semester started this week. It's fortunate that Weiling has almost the same timetable as I am, the only difference is our elective module. It's pretty cool to have someone besides me throughout the new semester, but I still can't help it to feel a little bit insecure with her. She's smart, hard-working, pretty, and not to mention, a Scorpio like me. She feels like a threat to me.
The new modules are so far alright, have not yet meet any module that give me much stress. Then again, this is only the first week.
Last Sunday, I used my pay to buy manga, total of 8 books, and a FFX VCD.
Today, I got 2 Harry Potter's books from Rufang.
July 7, 2004 (18:44)
Wash away my sanity, Euphoria
[ MOOD | Ecstatic
]
The day slowly falls into routine with a slight nagging uneasiness when I woke up, but that was forgotten soon as I remembered what happened last night. Huahua told me my results were out.
Well... it's a classmate of mine told her through MSN, and she told me.
It did worry me. After all, I know I did not do very well for my Computational Mathematics, it felt so horrible whatever I thought of that exam day. I thought the results will not going to be out until mid-June?! And yet, I am going to know my results at the tips of my fingers? Ho boy, fun. I'm telling you, it feels like I am going to my doom... maybe not. It's as scary as it was when I gotten my 'N' & 'O' Levels results. Imagine the atmosphere! >_<
Argh, no sense of excitement. Get results from the internet? Blah.
But that doesn't mean I'm not worried!
Alright, that's not the point. See my mood icon?! YES! It's a good news!! I passed with flying colors!! Other than my Maths (which got a pathetic 'C'... but who cares. It's better than I expected), every other of my modules are well-done. XD They are either 'A' or 'B'.
And there's more surprise! The least I expected from a minor module (it's important, but I didn't put as much effort as the others. In fact, this module is my least concern.) is I have a 'DIST' grade!! In the beginning, I really have no idea when the Hell 'DIST' means, I thought I have failed! It took a moment for me to get my rational mind back and figured maybe it means DISTINCTION.
What did it says? "DIST: Distinction (Awarded by the Assessment Board)"
*starts to laugh hysterically like Kaiba Seto*
THIS IS THE BEST RESULTS I'VE EVER GET!!! I can't help myself but to keep staring at my results slip for hours. This is so incredible.
And the day just get better! Square-Enix released another FFVII:AC trailer that was showcased in E3. Not only I got see the two drop-dead gorgeous characters-like-Sephiroth (probably are the villians of the story), Vincent!! Tifa!! Oooh!! Square-Enix has overdone themselves once again!!!
Vincent and Tifa looks so much better than the game version. Vincent's so silent... so dark... so emotionless... so cool.... And Tifa!! She kicks ass!!! The way she fought with Loz and recovered her posture as soon as after being tossed mercilessly to the church's huge door.... Oooh~ I am going to faint!
I missed Tifa's long hair, with her current slightly shorter hair, it kinda loses her traits. Reminds me why I have some complains about the movie! Cloud's hair!! He looks... those spikes should be longer!! I realise this movie is heading a realistic image, but even Kingdom Hearts ver. is better than the movie ver.!
Yeah, I decided I have an obssession with hair, any problem? At least... Cloud, Vincent and Tifa's facials are nice. *purrrrs* I just can't stop watching the trailer again and again, One-winged Angel theme makes the trailer ever more enthralling. Square-Enix sure knows how to make their audiences happy and aggravating.
Huahua and I are definitely going to go for a kill to our pockets when the movie is finally done and released! And I don't care whether it's a bomb or not, I NEED THE DVD!!
Have I mentioned I found a job? *snickers* I am starting to love my life~
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Shrek 2 and The Day after Tomorrow. What's happening to me? Everything is going soooooooooo well!!
May 30, 2004 (16:49)
My injured body is slowly killing me... T_T
[ MOOD | Sore 
]
Yesterday was only the start of a painful nightmare. It was supposedly a happy outing... okay, I did
have a great time yesterday, spending time with my classmates (without the
presence of 'NaNa', bless us) in the Kallang Ice-Skate was fun. After all, it's been
almost 5 years since I last went to ice skate, and Kristin have made it clear to
us sisters that she did not want to go anywhere near a Ice-Skating stadium ever
since she fell down on the ice. *snorts*
Yeah, I was pretty much excited, TOO excited that during the three
hours playtime, I had fell onto my butt (mostly on my knees) 7+ bloody painful
times. Don't ask me what happened, I was probably both stupid and excited. I HAD
fun falling down on the ice. It was, until the last time falling, I overdone
myself.
They said Scorpios like physical challenges, not that they are that masochist
(though at some points, I believe they might be), but because they like to see
how far their bodies can withstand to the test and pushing to the limits.
There I am, an idiot Scorpio, with bruises everywhere.
But that's not all, after the ice skating, we went to Bugis to shop.
Because of my stubbornness, I refused to complain and whine about my aching legs
or take a short rest. At some point, Jennifer had to leave the group and off to
her work. The rest of us walked and shopped and walked and shopped until 7 pm,
NON-STOPPING.
Now that I think about, I am perhaps both of masochist and sadist; it
seemed I like torturing my legs. *wince*
Back at home, I was completely paralyzed. My right arm looked like I
have been abused. I couldn't even bent my knees and when I did, they ached like
someone's been rubbing salt on my wounds. My knees... was horrible. Dark and
ugly patches of bruises that I can't even dare to touch. Now, that was last
night.
Today, my knees doesn't ached like hell anymore, I can touch it
without feeling pain, but... my upper body aches like a rusty body. It was so
painful!! It makes everything so difficult to basically do anything. I begin to
dread when I'm going back to school... imagine the pain when I have to move
about for the whole afternoon.... Ugh. Today I was supposed to be in school, but
because of some misunderstanding, I'm fortunate to be staying at home, sitting
the whole day in front of the computer, doing nothing but my fingers moving
around the keyboard and my feet moving with the music.
Despite the areas of pain is different from last night, it still
hurts!! I am both the same paralyzed. The funny thing is, with such ugly bruises
visibly on my knees, my family have not noticed them or questioned about them. I
tried not to show them, I guess I can't bear the thought of them fussing over me
like I'm some weak infants that I can't take care of myself.
Though I admit, I am a little disappointed that they really have
not found out (don't know they have or not, or they don't want to talk about
it).
May 20, 2004 (16:00)
Fanlistings Madness!!
[ MOOD | Enraged
]
Hey! Look down there, the fanlisting section! It was really fun, I
did not think I will put so many of them when I first place the first one (Puppyshipping)...
notice there are more Yu-Gi-Oh! fanlistings than the other? XD That is the main
reason why I sudden scambled into this little madness. The more I searched, the
more I can't controlled myself. There are so many of them!
Bwahahahahahahahaaaa!!!!
I am extremely into Seto/Jou shounen-ai! See how big their picture is?! XD
May 18, 2004 (02:00)
#First Entry
[ MOOD | Sleepy 
]
Surprisingly, I really did very well for this semester's common
tests. Both having scored A. Forget about Networking Technology, I might as well
be grinning off my ass for the whole semester when I gotta my Computational
Mathematics results.
The truth is, I didn't even put in all my best efforts. Heck, I
studied those tests just before the date and my Maths... well, just 1 - 2 hours
flipping the pages. Yuanhua said I really "will not cry until death is before me"
(Chinese proverb) and was not going to work by "hugging the
Buddha's legs " (another proverb).
And I told her, "I still can't see my coffin, that's why I am
still so yaya". That shut her mouth and decided to give up on me.
Whoever says I am the brain in my house? I am damn too lazy to be hardworking!
Really stupid, I had to use my NETS to pay $0.40?? JUST $0.40???
I think I have overdone my acting with Weiling. Thinking back,
it's really embarrassing and weird. I think I must be going insane. At least,
it's been a long time since I have been acting like a madwoman. Since the last
meeting with Angela. Ahhh... miss those days. Unlike currently, THAT childish
woman is really annoying. When will she realize her problems? I mean who would
take for the car license ONLY and not considering buying a car because her
boyfriend already has one. I can't help but to ask her if she is going to spend
to the rest of her lifetime with her current boyfriend. Hidden meaning: I
seriously do not think their relationship will last THAT long. Needless to
say, she was speechless. And I rejoiced for that.
This topic have been discussed too many times by the 3 of us (Zhiyun,
Yuanhua & me), the 2 of them really do not believe in true love. Whereas I
believed. On the other hand, I also believed that though there is true love in
this world, it is rare. REALLY rare. So rare that I do not think it would going
to happen on me. That's why I do not believe in modern relationships (like
THAT woman's), even my close friend's. Then again... I might getting a bit
biases on that one. :P
Anyway, overall the day is great. I have my fun playing HER around
mine and Weiling's fingers. Nothing upset happening in school. Episode 24 of
Fullmetal Alchemist is out, downloaded and watched. *grins* Able to use the
computer without much disturbances. Just another fine day.
...Really have to get a life. I'm getting too obsession with FMA, I
basically live my life just to be able to download the next episode. I dare not
think IF and when that anime is licensed. NO!! I PRAY AND PLEAD YOU, GOD!!! DO
NOT DO THIS TO ME!!!! I LOVE THE ANIME TOO MUCH!!!!
Beware: Evil plot bunnies are lurking somewhere around....
Damn... it's late.... I missed my holidays~
March 24, 2004 (01:22)
Blah Blah
[ MOOD | Annoyed 
]
What a pain in the ass. As good as I am in drawing, I hate being a perfectionist
such as I am. No matter what how I do, I just can't find the satisfaction in
this layout. Especially the colors scheme.... Ugh, how annoying....
March 12, 2004 (00:52)
