Mood: High Music: Aiden - One Love

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! I heard this from my friend long long time ago, and even that time it was so funny. Now that I've seen the real thing, both me and my sister keep laughing like crazy everytime we see the clip!!!!

Mood: Working Music: FF7 AC OST: One-Winged Angel

So, last few weeks was busy. And upsetting. I wanted to rant everything out here and to hell with everyone, but in the end I can't bear to do it. And instead I ranted to few of my close friends. Never have I stayed this angry for so long and it's been 2 weeks since I knew about it. I was, I am still disappointed and hurt and angry. Perhaps no one's fault here, but this abandonment is what my heart has been feeling and I don't know when or how I am going to forgive the whole thing. No way I will ever going to forget this. No way.

Then I tried to cheer myself up, on top of my usual daily fanfiction addiction. Firefly and Serenity (sequel movie which I fell in love first) is fun and I love it, but the poorly appreciated show was cancelled after 14 episodes. So there isn't much to watch. Go Browncoats! On the other hand, Nathan Fillion and Sean Maher are soooooo good looking, and Summer Glau just kicked ass in Serenity.

I think I'm gonna watch Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles for her. :D

After finally slaving myself to my work, many many sleepless nights, finally last friday with an empty mind I walked into a game shop and after an hr or so, I walked out with a brand new Icy Silver PSP and FF7: Crisis Core. 0_0

Well, that really cheer me up, despite I just spent $464 that night. Baddy Sephiroth is already something of a piece of heaven, but a GOOD Sephiroth? OMG, that's a God! And Zack is just soooooo adorable! XD He's different from what I and the rest of the fanfic authors envisioned, the basics are there, but in the game he is more hyperactive, more klutz, more friendly, but the same fierce loyalty to his friends. Like Angeal said, he's like a restless puppy.

Now I just have to proceed with the game and hurry up meet with my beloved Cloud-sama~~!!

Mood: Curious Music: Ayumi Hamasaki - fated

Maybe there's more action in Sembawang than in Yishun (before I moved), or maybe it's because I live at the 4th floor (10th floor at my old house), whatever it is, interesting things have been happening just at my house downstairs.

After the clock strikes 12 midnight, from the windows of my room, or my sis, or my pc room (whichever gives the best view :D), me and my sister have been spotting:

1. Soccer matches at Sembawang Sec
2. Dogs' fight
3. Cats' fight
4. Cats' mating
5. Couples quarrelling (though it'd be good to know what they talking about)
6. Indian-style boxing match (yeah, really)

Tonight, we have this auntie (can't really see the face, only heard the auntie-like loud voice) shouting her anger and grief very loudly, with echoes bouncing like the Energizer Bunny. It's like a hi-fi system with surroundings. Unfortunately I don't understand what hokkien she was yelling about. She was crying and yelling and cursing. There's another guy comforting her too. But anyway, after 20 mins, her voice kinda irritated me. Especially there's the great echoes bouncing off the buildings amplified her voice. I really feel like if she is not stopping in another 10mins, I'm going to scream at her already.

I went to the window again, and saw 2 policemen walking towards them! Ooh! Please fire up the situation!

I went to get my sister to KPO-ing with me, when we got to the window, I saw the woman was gone already. Left only the comforting-man. I was like, what the hell? She ran away?! What a coward!

Poor guy had to talk to 2 policemen when he was only doing the comforting to the noisy woman!

In the end, policemen let him off with the coward woman dunno ran off to where liaoz. And now, it's all back to quiet night (except my music is still blasting here).

Mood: Distressed Music: IKEMEN Boogie

It started out innocently...

Things were getting done gradually but more will still be coming again tomorrow...

As the 4 of us sat in this mall of spirals, I listened with distress...

While in the train, I forwent the half-finished novel waiting in my bag and let all my thoughts wandered. Yet, I'm still silent...

2 hours ago, I picked up the novel. 2 hours later, Vanish stired my troubled heart further as in the midst of the ugliest case of all the fictions I've read, I saw a part of the darker side of the world...

My sister tried to read me the "Nanking" or the "Kempeitai Tortures" or the uncensored version of the horrors under the Japanese Occupation which she borrowed from the University...

Alas, it ended with a disturbed heart with mind full of unanswered questions....

Mood: Nerdy Music: Little By Little - Kimi Monogatari

I've just finished reading Orson Scott Card's Ender's Game and pretty soon will be starting on the third book of Tess Gerritsen's detective novels. Never thought I'd take up Sci-Fi or Detective type to read, I still prefer Fantasy genre. But I think I have emptied out my Sembawang Library's Fantasy section. For one month my bookworm have been living on fanfictions that it is starting to feel NOT ENOUGH. Hence, all the broaden genre of selections.

No, I'm not trying to break some record by mass reading or something. I'm just a fast reader and impatient sorta reader; once I picked up a book, (if it's interesting enough for me) I will never be able to put down. If I'm free enough, I can finish a book a day. (And no, I still can't start on Lord Of The Rings becoz it's too draggy and I've already knew the story = spoilers)

Anyway, I think Sci-Fi, in a way, can be seen as a Fantasy genre. So if I could just make my mind open up a little bit and think not of the science and politics... I will have a whole new section to nerdy about~! ♥

Ender's Game is more or less about a brilliant 6-year-old kid being extorted to be trained in a yet-to-come space war with an alien species and ultimately becomes the commander of this war by the time he was 11. The whole story is telling how the adults controlled everything, isolated him, constantly pushing him to the limits to become the next "Alexander the Great" just for this war. At the end of the book, he may have helped the adults to win the war, but he still loses everything.

The whole book has alot of unfairness and harsh treatments towards the main character because what does not kill him, makes him stronger. He is the best; survival of the fittest; the best candidate to win. But the way the author wrote it, a 6-year-old with a mind of a maybe 15-year-old and intelligence of a 25-year-old? That seems so unlikely. It is even more unlikely when both his brother and sister are equally intelligent. What are they? Genetically empowered humans? Must be an offspring of computers.

I've also read a little bit of this Summer For The Gods: The Scopes Trial and America's Continuing Debate over Science and Religion. My dearest sister begged me to read for her, but I managed for the first 20pages when it just gets too dry and dull for me. No doubt the whole debate is interesting and I'm sure I've learnt a couple of stuffs in just that 20pages. But it the flow of the book is too "flat line"!

I wanted to continue blabbing what I've learnt from that book and the Darwin's theory of evolution, but it's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay past my bedtime.

P/S: On the event of the WGA's still going strike, I have not watched a new episode of Supernatural for this whole month, that my "Jensen Ackles withdrawal" has made me downloaded whole Dark Angel Season 2 just because Jensen Ackles was in there.

Mood: Embarrassed Music: FLOW - Answer

Seeing ss19rulz's name on my tagboard, reminds me of a short comversation on last Friday evening.

Me: *busy working.... or pretending to be working*
ss19rulz: What are you reading?
Me: Ermm... nothing. *quickly open another window to cover the said window*
ss19rulz: Wao lau, lousy.
Me: *act innocent*

Unfortunately I wasn't trying to hide the fact I'm slacking my work, I'm trying to hide the fact I'm reading fanfiction, because I still get embarrassed when I'm doing something I like. It's the contents of the fanfictions that made me feels like it's my dirty laundry. It's YAOI, SLASH, BL, or whatever (go figure out yourself if you don't know coz I'm not telling ya).

So, people always asked me what I always do on the internet? Well, THAT is what I do when I'm online. I can't help it! It's my addiction. I like reading. I also like reading about my obsessed fandom. :D

Mood: Guilty Music: Utada Hikaru - Hikari (PLANITb Remix)

I know I'm a lazy bitch and it's been months since I last post my blog. But whatever, gone was the months, wise men do but trifle with themselves that labour the past matters. :D *promptly dodges flying objects thrown at her direction*

Today is hair rebonding day! After agreeing the three of us doing rebonding together, Lubsil, Wish and me finally went today (because someone wanted to do it after New Year... which was two months ago!). We met at Chong Pang Mac for breakfast and surprisingly I, lateness queen, was not the last one to arrive! Miracles do happens. LOL

Then we went to the salon and spent 4 hrs and $135 ($145 for Wish). It's abit unfair for Wish because the hairdresser told her she had to paid extra $10 more than us because of her length when the promotion said it was the nett price for any length. But I was also kinda disappointed with my rebonding 'coz there are some parts of the hair it's not really done properly and looks more damaged than before. Lubsil and Wish turned out nice, mine not. :(

At least the damaged part is not that very obvious and I can stop tying my hair all the time!

We had one hour since Lubsil is leaving us at 5, so we decided to walk to Northpoint and hang out there. Accompanied Wish to buy her shoes. Gotten a phone call from an anonymous caller and annoyingly had me on the phone for 15mins. Almost missed Lubsil's departure because that.

Then Wish and I had our dinner at food court. After that................... was something I've never done before and now I felt so sinned!!!!! I bought my own lingerie!!!!!!! And it cost me $119 for just two bras!!!!!!!!!! OH my heart~! OOOOH my piggy bank~! What's wrong with me?!?!?!!!!!

I'm not going with Wish alone next time again. T_T I thought I could save some money for my Taiwan trip and my PSP (along with Crisis Core game), but now......

Money affairs aside, I logged on to my computer and found something really awesome. Beautiful cosplayers!!!!!

*Note: Images might take some time to load since me, a lazy bitch, lazy to resize properly.

This is for Ayu (traumatize her!!!) and yaoi fangirls (like Wish)!!!

More awesome cosplayers can be found @ HERE. ♥ ♥ ♥

P/S: I want to watch new episode of Supernatural!!! I hate Writer's Strike!!!

Mood: Uncomfortable Music: Utada Hikaru - Beautiful World

For the first time in my 22 years (and 10 months and 11 days) of life, I finally know what it feels to has a sore eye. last night while I was writing my previous entry, I was already rubbing my left eye because it's oozing pus out and I thought it was just the usual git from my eyes (though I should have realised something is not right because when does the git keep oozing out every 10 mins and in yellowish-green color?). And this morning, I can't opened my eye at all that I know I need to see a doctor.

And my dear sister keeps yelping and shunning me like I'm the Medusa. Slibings, yeah, what a wonderful thing.

Gotten 2 days MC out of it though.

Mood: Giggly Music: Utada Hikaru - Beautiful World

While I was browsing through my daily SPN/RPS fanfics to read, I strayed off from my list to read up some stuff about the Odex Saga because I suddenly thought September is kinda quiet for Odex. And August we saw a lot of their articles in the newspapers. Yeah, so what, I'm easily distracted or a short attention span. Anyway, the news are pretty much the same, not much major reports, probably because the appeal for PacNet's date is on Sept 13. Everyone is holding off for the big day. Though, apparently on Aug 25, there was People’s Action Figures Party (PAFP) protest going on at the Youth's Park and police forces were actually there, with 4 anti-riot vans. Now, that's a protest I won't mind joining.

But just in case, Odex have issued a warning statement in their forum (not sure if there's official reports or not, AND THEY SHOULD!) that "Those who have STOPPED downloading after the date of Sep 03 will not get any letters from us." So, anime otakus, wise up man! I trust you have the other means to download view your animes. ;)

And then, I came upon this video. The long-awaited theatrical remake of the anime NEON GENESIS EVANGELION!!!!!!! The glowing neo-green Eva Unit-01 is SO COOL!!!!

I realised the ending theme is sang by Utada Hikaru, Beautiful World. The song is really AWESOME!!! I fall in love with it immediately!!!! ♥♥♥♥ Ayu, you should try watching this anime! It's one of best animes in the anime history! Or, you can wait until I get R1 DVD. LOL. Currently I do have a R3 DVD, but I just feel I need to buy a R1 as well. I want to the remake Evangelion movies!!!! OH GOD, WHEN WILL THE DVDS BE OUT?!

Speaking of spending, Lilaciel and I are going to Linkin Park Concert on Nov 13!!! XD This is the first time I'm going to a live concert! We've gotten $128 tickets, the side rows. November WILL be a busy month.

And then, I also feel like pre-ordering 2008 Anime Calenders. KKNM are accepting orders now, I just have to find one day to go down and place my orders. But I have no idea which calender to get; there's "Naruto: Shippuden", "Evangelion: New Movie Version" and "Code Geass".

Lastly, last friday I finally bought my SUPERNATURAL novel: "Nevermore" by Keith R.A. DeCandido. Have I mention I also bought C.J. Cherryh "Fortress of Ice" 2 weeks ago?

Can somebody stop me! I'm on spending spree!!

Mood: Accomplished Music: De.ta Queens - Dance Around the World

While I'm doing my stuffs at work, WHAM, my brain goes short-circuit. By the time I come out of it, I have been staring at my monitor and dazed off with my brain entertaining an image that come out from nowhere for.... 1? 2 minutes?

Huh. So this is what inspirations hitting me looks like.

*Goes collecting the dust and hope it won't disappear*

Mood: Bouncy Music: FLOW - Answer

FLOW is definitely the next third best thing happened to me besides Ayumi Hamasaki and Hikaru Utada!!! Damn listen to this song!!!! ROCKS!

Another side note: Watch Tantei Gakuen Q (Live Action - Drama)!

Mood: Blank Music: FLOW - COLORS

Apparently my brain is suffering from information overload. Last night I watched the entire first series of Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion at one go (with the exceptional of toilet breaks and dinner). Me and my sister at last slept at 5.30AM (though my sister joined me somewhere episode 13).

Many people love the show (along with Claymore which I intend to watch) but I think it's decent anime. At least I have sat through the entire 25 episodes in a day without bitching much. LOL. It's very similar to Gundam Seed but at some points it has more cliché or dramatic moments than Gundam Seed. In a way, the storyline is trying to be as mature as Gundam Seed's storyline but it just not enough even if it is quite dark and violent towards the end.

But shit man! The ending is a real major CLIFFHANGER! Actually... it isn't even an ending! Ugh!! I want to know who died and who won!!! Although it's confirmed a sequel is to be produced, nothing else have been said about the sequel. Whether the sequel format is TV boardcast, OVA or theatrical release, it is not yet confirmed. *pouts*

I hate waiting....

Mood: Thoughtful Music: FLOW - DAYS

I finally completed the final book of Harry Potter! *sniffs* I feel so sad that it has ended... no more Harry Potter adventures for me to look forward anymore. Nevertheless, it's really good, and at this moment, it's the best book among the 7 books.

MARJOR SPOILERS AHEAD!!
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Overall, the book is a rollar coaster ride. Most of the time it's exciting (of its quest for the Horcruxes) and frustrated (of how the enemies having the upper hand in the war and all have seem so depressing). It occurs to me that if it isn't for Harry Potter, the Wizarding world will not be united at all. Granted that it is the students stood up and fought against the Death Eaters while the adults cower away, but most of them come for Harry and the rest just flow along.

-'The Ministry has fallen. Scrimgeour is dead. They are coming.'

Mad-Eye Moody died pretty much in the beginning, which until now his death hasn't fully sink in... maybe he died too fast? And Ministry of Magic totally fallen. Totally corrupted and dominated by Voldemort and his Death Eaters. And the way they 'questioned' the muggle-borns? Ughh!!

-'No,' said Umbridge, 'no, I don't think so, Mrs Cattermole. Wands only choose witches and wizards. You are not a witch.'

Ron shine alot in this book. He turned out to be a very amazing man like a diamond after polishing. Despite the fact I am as upset as Hermonie when Ron abandoned them somewhere in the middle of the book, but it is expected. My sister is very upset with it, saying it's a betrayal she would never forget. But consider the facts: The 3 of them are in the middle of nowhere, with food limited, isolated, and the constant danger and threats hovering above their heads, most of the time clueless and trial and error. Then add them in with couple of months like that, and that damn locket sucking all of their happy thoughts, and they are only 17 years old. I can never understand the pressure they are facing but I understand they are only human and a bunch of kids. But I nearly cried with Hermonie when she went after Ron.

-'I thought you knew what you'd signed up for,' said Harry.
'Yeah, I thought I did too.'

Oh, there are some part I felt really really very annoyed. Harry really has a flaw, sometimes he's just too arrogant. He could have gone uncaught if only he watched his mouth. But no, he had to shout 'Voldemort' (because the name is cursed) and kanna caught. Then again, if he didn't get caught, he wouldn't have met Draco and disarmed his wand, which in turn made Harry the true master of the Elder Wand.

-'Stag?' roared the barman. 'It's a goat, idiot!'

But speaking of the Malfoys, they were surprisingly... good. I have suspected that Draco might turned good in the end, seeing how the clues at the end of book 6 had hinted. But I didn't expect Lucius and Narcissa's love for their son so great that they don't really care about Voldemort and the war. I never thought they were capable of loving. It is enough for me to forgive them for siding Voldemort in the beginning. Besides, I always thought Malfoys are too stuck up in the ass to be followers. And it's pretty amusing to see how disgruntled Ron is when Draco switched sides.

-'IF WE DIE FOR THEM, I'LL KILL YOU, HARRY!' roared Ron's voice.

I wasn't so surprised that Harry was the unintended horcrux. Thanks to the wonders of fanfics, that twist plot was already used by hundreds of fanfic writers. The novelty was lost when I read that part. But there was an unexpected discovery, Snape actually knew Lily since young and they used to live near each other. I'm so glad that Snape was the good guy (anti-hero) in the end, coz' I like him too. Though it's a pity he died so vainly.

-'NOT MY DAUGHTER, YOU BITCH!'

Woot! Way to go, Mrs Weasley! Mrs Weasley totally rocks!! Never would have thought Mrs Weasley is the equal match with Bellatrix. Yay, Mama's love rulez!! And Neville, like Ron, shine like supernova. If I were his Gran, I would be SO DAMN PROUD. Unfortunately, it came with a heavy price. Fred~ Remus~ Tooks~ It is really a dark story compared to its earlier books. In the end, Voldemort, or rather Tom Riddle, was a brilliant yet sad man so incapable of love and so full of himself were the cause of his ultimate fall. So flawed, yet no one dares to stand against him. It would have been so simple to eliminate him, yet the old Ministry of magic was so corrupted that makes Voldemort seems so powerful and indestructible.

-'So it all comes down to this, doesn't it?' whispered Harry. 'Does the wand in your hand know its last master was Disarmed? Because if it does... I am the true master of the Elder Wand.'

I think the aftermath of Voldemort's death IS TOO SHORT! There isn't enough details for the aftermath man! Geez! A lot of people complained the epilogue including my sister; she hated it. But for me, I thought it was an okay ending. At least it's a happy ending and I expected none other than that. But I have to admit the names of Harry and Ginny's children... are unimaginative. Very unimaginative. On the other hand, my sister rejoice on discovering a new slash pairing. -_- Albus Severus/Scorpius. Personally I think Albus Severus is sooooo adorable!! ♥

I'm going to mourn the end of Harry Potter series. *sniffs* There's a sense of bittersweet when I closed the book at last. No more waiting for the next installation. No more Harry Potter's adventures. Just The End.

*lips wobbles... and burst out crying*

Mood: Sleepy Music: Maaya Sakamoto - Hemisphere

Oh yeah, it's another Monday and I'm feeling so sleepy now. I can never sleep early. I feel that once you start working, time will never feel enough. There are always something you want to do and that usually ends up in sleeping late. Oooh, I hate waking up early in the morning!

And I can't wait to continue reading my Harry Potter 7!! But the day has just began. *head smash on the keyboard*

Mood: Crazy Music: Mae - Ready and Waiting To Fall

Oh my, I was in the office until 11.30PM then I can go home. Damnit! I had forgotten to take a receipt; I can't claim my taxi fee from the company liao. T_T I didn't even had my dinner until I reached home at 12.30AM. (Not that I'm that hungry, I worked until I'm not hungry.) My sis kept bugging me through the MSN to ask me to come home quick... really very annoying.

It's my first time working until so late. So tiring.

Hmm... my gum still hurts....

Mood: Relaxed Music: N'Sync - Bringin' Da Noise

Today was supposed to join my collegues for lunch, then the guy who told me to go did not wait for me and disappear. When I went down, no one is there, so I thought they left without me. I thought might as go take away some fruits back to the office and eat and read my fanfics as well. Yeah, that's my lunch. DIET! Anyway, on my way back, I saw the guys heading towards my directions! OMG, I feel so paiseh sia. Immediately I realise that guy disappeared to the toilet!

>_< No choice, have to act cool and said I take away to the office and eat and quickly run off. LOL

Ahhh... my mouth hurts... this morning I accidentally hurt my gums while brushing the teeth. Especially eating pinapple, damn it hurts~!

Mood: Working Music: Imogen Heap - The Walk

Since yesterday, I have been seeing a lot of people reading Harry Potter 7 everywhere. It's everywhere! I have therefore termed as the new generation "Holy Bible". I hope I won't get spoilt before I start reading; currently my sister is reading it first. I still have 2 more library books to finish.

PLEASE DO NOT SPOIL ME WITH SPOILERS!! WILL BE KILLED WITHOUT HESITATION!!! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED.

Mood: Discontent Music: Frou Frou - It's Good To be In Love

So I wasn't having the best time for the past few days. I seem to be having a 'jet lag', been having problem sleeping because I'm too used to sleeping in the daytime (like a bat) and all of a sudden, I have to wake up early for my new job. Inevitable. It got so messed up that the weekends I couldn't enjoy myself at all.

Friday was supposedly meeting Ayu and Jennifer for shopping, but after much thought, I last minute flew aeroplane. I realised I really couldn't afford to attend for this outing because the next day was Kristin's birthday party (in advance) and her present is not ready yet. NOT AT ALL. So I rushed home to complete the thing -- her present is handmade.

In the end, there isn't enough time. I rushed the thing until 5AM and it's not even half done and I felt like dropping dead. So when Sat came, I dragged myself up at 3.30PM (can remember the latest Brands' advertisment? The engine-man trying to drag himself out of the bed, but failed? Yeah, I also need Brands coz' it's exactly scene when I'm trying to wake up.), Jesscia was very pissed off because she had waited 1.5 hours for me. And I wasn't even late because I woke up late, I was hangind out at Sun Plaza for Harry Potter 7 before going to Northpoint to meet her. That was very irresponsible of me and I didn't even get to apologize to her properly before she went off, making me feel really very bad.

Not that I feel that apologizing would make any differences, coz' this is where the infamous phase comes in mind: "Sorry no cure". Apologizes are overrated. So I have no idea how to fix the mistake.

Then we reached Kristin's party. Gave her a bottle of cheap wine because my sis and I felt very bad to go to her party empty-handed and the handmade present to be given on her real birthday. I'm already feeling uncomfortable about it because it was so last minute and insincere. :( Even though the party wasn't that great, but it was fun. Finally get to know some of her close friends and the infamous 'gossips'. I did mingle around the party and socialize her friends, but for some reasons, my mind wasn't at the party. Even Kristin had said I felt so distanced. And I looked so wearied in the photos.

And then on Sun, both of us were late again meeting the SGBB-Coalition gang because once again I couldn't wake up again. So guys, if you are going to dislike me of that, feel free to de-friend me. Coz' I already feel like de-friending myself. After meeting the guys at the Cash Studio, I realised I forgot to bring my Romanji lyrics, so half of the time I wasn't singing properly. But finally I have gotten myself Silver Diamond vol 10 from Lin. We didn't have the chance to meet each other to pass the stuff to me until now. Vol 11 got from Jessica; that's why she had been waiting for me.

Finally I have read them!!! I ♥ Silver Diamond!! I really can't wait for the vol 12 to be out!!!

Probably the best things among the crappy events.

Today is another new start of the week at my new company with Monday Blues and my jitters still not calming down since my first day of work. Probably I'm doing something totally different from my previous job. Damn. I feel so insecure. Feel a headache is coming... cananyoneputmeoutofmymisery?

Meeting Ayu and the rest again later this evening. I'm so tired. Sleeping now. Good night guys.

Mood: Pissed Off Music: Nelly Furtado - All Good Things (Come To An End)

Dear Odex,

When there's severe drop in your sales, take legal actions on the fansubs downloaders and charge them thousands of dollars of fee. Despite the fact it will be the parents pleading guilty and paying for their children, despite the fact that your products' qualities are so fucking inferior that is really what causing the drop in sales, I hope you are happy and satisfied for being so fucking righteous you sonavabitch because right now you have the entire raging SG anime community boycotting and condemning you.

With curses and hatred,
Evirruka

Mood: Geeky Music: Iryuu Team Medical Dragon OST

Over at the SPN LJ fandom, someone ask for books recommendation of any genre. I gave her some of my favorite books I've read recently. Then I realised I've read quite a lot of books. As a matter of fact, I shall list out the books and titles as far as I can remember.

1. The Fortress Series by: C. J. Cherryh (Probably this is the series that get me started)

   • Fortress in the Eye of Time

   • Fortress of Eagles

   • Fortress of Owls

   • Fortress of Dragons

   • Fortress of Ice (coming soon!)

2. The Dragon Jouster Series by: Mercedes Lackey

   • Joust

   • Alta

   • Sanctuary

   • Aerie (coming soon!)

3. Obsidian Trilogy by: Mercedes Lackey & James Mallory

   • The Outstretched Shadow

   • To Light a Candle

   • When Darkness Falls (coming soon!)

4. The Demon Child Trilogy by: Jennifer Fallon

   • Medalon

   • Treason Keep

   • Harshini

5. The Kingdoms of Thorn and Bone by: Greg Keyes

   • The Briar King

   • The Charnel Prince

   • The Blood Knight (coming soon!)

6. Bronze Canticles by: Tracy & Laura Hickman

   • Mystic Warrior

   • Mystic Quest (coming soon!)

   • Mystic Empire (coming soon!)

7. The Corean Chronicles by: L. E. Modesitt, Jr.

   • Legacies

   • Darkness

   • Scepters

8. Harry Potter by: J. K. Rowling

   • Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone

   • Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

   • Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban

   • Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

   • Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

   • Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince

   • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (coming soon!)

9. The Shattered Goddess by: Darrell Schweitzer

10. The Syndrome by: John Case

11. Enchantment by: Orson Scott Card

12. Elantris by: Brandon Sanderson

13. Da Vinci Code by: Dan Brown

14. Good Omens by: Terry Pratchett & Neil Gaiman

15. Dead Aim by: Iris Johansen

Ok, I can't remember anymore liaoz. *faints* So, I've approximately read 31 books, and going to read 7 'coming-soon' books and 4 more books in my 'waiting-list'. I am such a bookworm!

Mood: Content Music: Linkin Park - What I've Done

After watching Live Earth, I suddenly have the urge to listen Linkin Park's songs. I thought Linkin Park sounded a bit deflated at the concert, but still, their songs rock. There's nothing but to sit in front of my computer surfing the internet and listen to my favourite music. *very content* And then, there's Iryuu Team Medical Dragon OST. Really awesome OST. The manga is great and the TV series is also great. Highly Recommended!

Last night Weiling, her friend's Brenda, Ayu and me went to Cedele for dinner. God, really cannot put Brenda and Weiling together, they 2 are the worse combination for dirty jokes! Me and Ayu laughed like crazy hyenas and I was almost rolling on the floor with tears on my face. Omg, the "yes, you can do it!" and the "snake flute" and then Weiling's "put something inside the glasses"!! OMG!!!

Later, we have a small surprise from the chef, a compliment dish of ♥ shaped pancakes. Heh.

(snagged from Ayu's blog)

I really got to buy a bluetooth device to connect my phone to my pc. Lazy me!

I can't wait for next monday to come. Party World!!! Lalalaaa~

Dear Jensen's parents,

Thank you for giving birth to such pretty boy so that we, crazy fangirls (like me), are able to have many wonderful daydreams fantasies.

Very Sincerely,
Evirruka

Dear Jensen,

Please wear your specs more and more often for your adoring public to see.

With Many ♥♥♥,
Evirruka

Mood: Bitchy Music: Utada Hikaru - Making Love

Last night... I went to see a dentist!!! *sobs sobs* I hate dentists!!!!

I have, like, 11 years since I went to see one.

*cries* My teeth hurts!! And my tongue keeps touching the now-clean-yet-weird teeth.

I swear dentists are nightmare incarnated!!!

I also found out I have a bad tooth... but I don't want to see another dentist for the next 10 years!! But I'm also afraid that tooth will decay....

I HATE DENTISTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mood: Crappy Music: Utada Hikaru - Kiss & Cry

Whoa.... *spaces off* yesterday was really a very happening day. I think I've just used up my exhilaration for the rest of the year. Body feels like in a buzzing-aching aftereffects.

Yesterday I went to watch the movie Transformers with my sis and Jessica. The movie is totally awesome and kick-ass despite the poor reviews The Straits Times have given. I wouldn't mind buying the DVD when it's out. I hope they can make a sequel out of it. XD

After that, we went to Northpoint's Tenchi to see if there is any manga to buy, coz Jess told me that the shop was having 30% discount last day. I wasn't expecting too many manga to buy, coz' I'm that stingy. In the end, I bought 12 books. $68 (including deposit for ordering another 2 books). Keep telling myself I have $200 from the GST Credit, that it's ok to spend some of it, repeatedly.

Of course, I didn't expect a sms from Zhiyun, asking me to join her to MOS. I already have half a mind going liaoz, all I need is my dad's approval and Hua's participation. So at 10PM, we met with Zhiyun at Khabit MRT before going to Clarke Quay MRT.

I wasn't drinking a lot, but each drink is like tequila or vodka, mostly hard liquor. And Zhiyun kept asking me whether I'm alright or not, at some point, I'm sure I'm drunk, but man, anyone is going to feel irritated by the concern. It's not like I can't take care of myself; I'm more worry looking after my sis than getting drunk to shit. I'm drunk dude, not pathetically drunk. I know myself; I have too much self-control of myself that I will never drunk or let go myself completely because I just like to have an image to maintain. I will never embarrass myself like that. Anyway, going clubbing is all about relaxing and going high. But I made a mistake and I wasn't 100% high and enjoying myself for the rest of the night.

NOTED TO SELF 1: NEVER, ever bring your baby sister to a club. What the hell was I thinking?!

Jeez! She was like my human-sized chastity belt! OMG! There are, like, a hundred different kind of inappropriate things about it but I don't want to say it here. *facepalm*

NOTED TO SELF 2: ALWAYS determine a person's personality before introducing such life.

Of course she don't like the drinking. Of course she don't like the dancing. Of course she don't like the wild and night life. Next time she better appreciate her circle of friends, coz' if I heard a word that her friends are too "goody too shoe" to "let go" a bit, I'm going to throttle her.

My mistake. My bad. ~_~

After clubbing, we've a bit of confrontation with some guys. Kinda abit startling for me coz' one of guys recognized me from the dance floor (amazingly from all the flashy lights and darkness and hundreds of people squeezed together), and almost accusing me for stealing his $900. Pointly me. That time I was too stoned to feel anything except giddy. It's not like they are out for a fight or anything, coz' they sorta came in peace with intention. Of course they can't do anything and it's pointless because firstly I did not steal his money and secondly that guy pointed me just because he recognized me from the dance floor.

I can't even recognize that guy, there's like a dozens of guys dancing around me loh. I might have seen, I might have not. For me, seeing is not remembering. Unfortunately that poor guy lost his bloody $900 and probably was feeling very frantic. Can't really blame him, but I feel a tiny little bit sorry for him. Because, it's really half of his problem for putting $900 inside his pocket and go clubbing. Though he said he needed it to do something after clubbing, but... really. *snorts*

After that, we went to MacDonald's for a small chat and some place to just sit down, which by then, Zhiyun almost collapse to the ground face down. By the time we are done and caught a cab, me and my sis reached home at 6AM.

I still feel good enough to take a quick bath and had breakfast before dropping dead to the bed with my hair still wet. >_< Now, I'm feeling fine enough to catch up my daily dose fanfics and my newly bought manga. XD

Don't feel like listening any music right now though.

Mood: Relaxed Music: The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)

Yes! Finally I have done the next layout! Man, it took me weeks to complete just the header because not only it's my first time using ImageReady, my software kept throwing me problems. Until my dad crushed the PC, I have to reinstalled a newer version of the Photoshop and ImageReady, and then finally I can use the software to my heart's content. And of course, after the header is done, I took days (with the Kukup trip and several group outings) to come up with a color scheme that I like.

And now, it is really ready. I did think of posting the new layout on the first day of July, but I'm getting too excited and impatient for July to come. XD

...Well, almost. I still have plans for converting the blog from HTML to PHP. Currently it's still at the designing stage.

Sigh, it's still pains me to change my mood theme. I really like those animated mood themes. >_< But this blog is getting too graphic intense; using too much of bandwidth to load this new version, especially as time goes, this blog will be long and huge (considering I tend to rant a lot). Hence the plan to convert to PHP.

You would think I'm going to use Jared Padalecki mood theme when the current layout theme is the said subject, but I ♥ Jensen Ackles too much to totally discard him. I just had to have something that is Jensen in my blog.

Anyway, here's the song for you guys to enjoy. It's a song I love it when I was a kid.

Special thanks to J-PADALECKI.ORG for the wonderful image, LETSSINGIT.COM for the lyrics and WIKIPEDIA.ORG for the biography. "Dark Angel: Alec" mood theme done by staranis. Lastly, all animated clips are captured and designed by me. Designated: 25062007.

I am just a laid-back and reserved girl who have no idea what she wants for her life but enjoys reading fanfictions, going insane over Jensen Ackles, playing RPG, reading manga and listening to music.

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